I will love you till the end of days..

Random updating..

2009-11-26T01:09:00.004+08:00

Haven't updated since last month.. Anyway.. just a few things to update..

First.. pple..if you wanna alter your clothes..DO NOT GO TO SERENE TAILOR AT FAR EAST PLAZA!!!!!! Its on the 2nd or 3rd level.. I was soooo angry with them Hua said my face was RED.. LITERALLY FUMING RED!! SEEING BLOOD!!!!

What happened was, i wanted to alter my jeans.. so i jus looked for a tailor in far east plaza.. saw serene tailor and jus went in..I went on a monday.. then stupid guy told me I can collect anytime after wed. So, Dear asked, thurs can? Stupid guy said CAN.. Due to my busy schedule, I only went to collect it on SATURDAY.. and I went there.. expecting to collect and go.. Already paid $14 for it (SO DAMN EX).. but no.. stupid guy looked at me and stared. His face told me all.. He HAD NOT FINISH ALTERING MY JEANS!! Pissed.. then i said.. i'm in a rush.. like i really was.. i was supposed to go meet Hua de la.. and I have no time.. then auntie said "ITs not done", I said then how?! I need to go.. like i need to go?! Auntie jus said "No choice, not done ma. you go walk around for 15 min" LIKE WHICH PART OF I NEED TO GO DOES SHE NOT UNDERSTAND?! AND ITS NOT JUS THAT, SHOULDNT YOU BLOODY APOLOGIZE FIRST?! So much for good service in SINGAPORE.. PISSED.. WAT'S MORE.. ITS NOT EVEN THURSDAY.. ITS SATURDAY.. ITS 2 DAYS LATER THAN THE BLOODY DATE YOU TOLD ME COLLECT..

ok.. so i went to walk for like 10min.. then i went back.. then stupid auntie saw me standing outside... pretend she DIDNT see me.. then the guy suddenly jus ran out of the shop.. came back after like 5 min and was sewing some other pants.. i was really fuming.. i keep telling myself..once its 15 min.. i'm going to go in and scream..then soon its like15 min.. i went up.. and he jus passed me my jeans.. SO THE JEANS WAS ALREADY DONE WHEN I WAS STANDING OUTSIDE.. STUPID AUNTIE SAW ME BUT DIDNT BOTHER TO ASK ME TO GO TAKE IT..
NOW they start apologizing..i jus snatched the jeans and left.. stupid shop..

By the time i met Hua, I was so angry my face was red.. almost tearing up becos i missed the chance to scream at them.. i so should have jus scream..i only like raised my voice "YOU TOLD ME THURSDAY AND NOW ITS SATURDAY AND ITS NOT READY?!" damn.. i really should have screamed!! PISSED!! The jeans was not even altered that well ok?!! one side is slightly shorter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

SO PPLE, DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT GO TO SERENE TAILOR IN FAR EAST PLAZA UNLESS YOU WAN TO PAY SO MUCH TO GET PISSED OFF..BAD SERVICE, BAD QUALITY!!!

ok.. finished venting my anger.. next.. talk about something happy..haha.. HOLIDAY IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!! Yesh!!!! I completed my assignments way before.. which meant i could have an early unofficial holiday..hee.. of cos, as usual, my classmates wanted to obstracize me.. they were so angry that i used my mc to do my assignments.. but cos i was ill.. and still i cant be slping the whole day doing nothing ma.. so i usually do my homework lo.. and i work better at home.. hee..

Anyway..holiday is here!!! I will leave for Taiwan on the 6th of dec!!! YAY!!!!!

5 Dec - Jin Sheng and Guowen's bday celebration at Jurong bird park..haha
6dec to 13dec - Taiwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O ya.. almost forgot to mention this.. haiz..Yst, I happily went downstairs to play badminton..I thought since there are so many pple, i should jus wear my old charles and keith slippers.. haha its slippery.. but the floor wasnt wet yst.. so i thought nvm..then i went to in to play, saw this perfect chance for me to smack Terry.. ran forward (completely forgot abt my slippers) and SMACK!

I slipped, and then i kneeled down on the coarse ground..and imagine this..all in SLOW MO ok.. my head jus prepared to do the kow tow..hahaha i saw my face moving towards the floor, but i jus couldnt stop myself.. i dunno why..its like my body froze.. only the very last min.. my hands came to stop.. but my face still smashed onto the ground.. like OUCH.. my spects jus cut my nose.. so i have a small cut on my nose.. then I scrapped my knees, but maybe becos i didnt rub my knees on the ground, it didnt bleed..

STUPID TERRY happily told the world on facebook.. (SI TERRY.. you lucky i cant find the facebook thread..) kns.. he happily told the whole world i kow tow to him to admit my mistakes.. SHIT HIM.. I DIDNT DO ANYTHIGN WRONG! hahahaah don't let me see you fall ar!!! kns..hahaha that Songhua also la.. laugh until so happy..hahaa..but thinking of it.. i also cant help but laugh..

I was initially quite upset why Jason didnt come and help me.. like he jus stared at me??? then i thought mayb he was jus in shock..hahaahah but eventually i found out its becos he DIDNT KNOW i fell..hahahahaah He told me he was jus wondering why i was kneeling on the ground.. like.. -_-".. kns.. only at home then he started blowing my knees.. like abit late rite..hahaha but ok.. forgive him since he didnt see..hahahah or else if he breaks out laughing instead.. i dunno if i will SLAUGHTER him..haha

Ok.. then that SI GUOWEN.. FOR ONCE..he didnt laugh at me la.. he even said "dun laugh la.. pple fall already pain" wah.. for once.. i thought "not bad a friend" then ar..he smacked me!!!!!!! he was my partner and he smacked me!!!! THANKS AR!! hahaha.. I HATE YOU!! ahaha

Alex said.. I looked abit like the girl from ichi litre.. like thanks.. i FELT like her.. its so scary.. The girl had an illness where her muscles just lost its ability.. so eventually she couldnt move even though she was well aware of what was going on with her..like that's the worse thing to happen to someone.. then she died.. anyway.. there's this scene where she tripped..and fell.. but becos her muscles jus froze..she fell like a piece of wood..her chin crashed onto the ground.. that's how she found out she had that illness..I felt like that.. like omg.. i dun wan to have that illness?!!?!

Hua assured me i'm ok..like pple do have that prob sometimes.. but its nothing like what that girl experienced..hahahaa she told me to ask alex go die..hahah HEARD THAT?!!! SI ALEX..hahahahaah HUA BELONGS TO ME..hahaha SHE's will ALWAYS be on my side..hahahaahh lala..

ok la.. that's abt it..

The Sims 3

2009-10-30T23:28:00.016+08:00

It's been so so long since I updated my blog. Anyway.. Just to thank those everyone celebrated my bday with me and gave me bday present!Guowen and Colyn bought me a badminton racket!! (I finally have my own racket) Dear ah hua bought me The Sims 3 which I can't stop playing, Jinwen aka angel monkey bought me a stuffed monkey..haha and dear bought me a Burberry wallet (A long time ago! haha) Shi and some of the guys (I don't even noe who) treated me to cable ski at Batam..

Thanks guys!!

Anyway, I have been playing the sims 3 day and night and I started creating a town only of 724 and hua. Haha.. I havent completed it yet but here are some of the pple I have created. Oh ya, don't complain that the character look nothing like u ok? hahaa Cos, when I created jason and I, I didnt know I could alter the features to such extent and when I tried creating the rest, I simply couldn remember the exact features you have. So, basically, I tried to create using your MORE distinct feature. For example, Shi's big cheek and skinny figure, Huilong's small eyes and hot headed nature, Yanling's long long hair and good figure, etc. I thought Colyn really looks like her. haha I must be starring at her alot until I can actually create a character that looks so much like her.

My house. Living there with ah dear. haha Yes, I cheated becos I needed lots of money to transfer the characters to the pre-built houses anyway. I only built my own house. Pretty right?? I even dreamt of this house. haha It was such a wonderful dream. hee..

I love the bathroom. Cos I can imagine bathing and looking out at the same time. SWEEEET!! O.. I chose such wallpaper and flooring cos it reminds me of the bathroom in the house I stayed in Africa. So relaxing..

My living room.. I bet dear will love the Hi-fi system and the TV..

Mycar!!!!!

Ok.. guys, don't worry. Your houses are equally big although it may not be as nice. haha (Cos my house is designed by ME haha)

The day I became pregnant. (or rather my character becamepregnant) haha O, I also created Alicia (Guowen and Colyn's daughter) Hee But her looks were computer-generated. And I havent seen her in the town yet. Probably always at home. Will take a pic of her after she grows up.

Dear is listening to my tummy. haha

Talking to my tummy. hahaha

Jason got to know Huilong from the gym and he invited him home.

My baby!! Sounds alittle eerie.. but ya..haha Okay.. I know i'm much fatter than that but I cant control the figure such that it is fat only at certain areas.

I happened to know Yanling from work. Hee.

Hua is the one the yellow dress. Please ignore the fat lady and the black guy. I dun know them. They are jus random neighours the sims created. I didnt even invite them to my party lo. kns

Yan Ling talking to....

Mei shan!!!!!! Haha. I tried my best to create his character. I only remembered small eyes. haha

Colyn dancing with Jason. haha..Guowen is nowhere to be found. Guess he decided not to attend my party. haha Irritating as usual!!!! Anyway, I really think the character looks very much like Colyn. Don't you think so???

Chee Seng is the one behind. I happen to know him from work too AND weirdly enough, we became good friends. like huh?? Anyway, the girl is Li Qing. hahaha Shaking her boobs as usual..haha she's dancing with Huilong. hahaah

O ya, I created Guoming and Caixia too. But I havent seen them in town. so ya.. anyway.. I still have lots of characters to create. Lastly, below is a videoclip of me about to give birth. Its so funny. You gotta look at Huilong's and Colyn's reactions. hahahaah They jus happened to be at my place.haha

I hate my school!!

2009-10-04T15:22:00.003+08:00

My birthday is coming and I can already see it is going to be my worse bday of my life! Why?! cos of my stupid sch! I hate my school! Bloody hell.. they don't even treat us as humans! My timetable sucks like hell. I have sch everyday and on mon-wed, its morn all the way till 5.30pm. By the time I reached home, it would often be already 7pm. The other students from other courses have much better timetable and YET.. they are ones who are given recess break. Bloody hell. WE DON"T NEED BREAK?! JUS BECOS YOU BLOODY GIVE ME MY SALARY?! pissed.

That aside, there are tons of work and assignments la! NEVER ENDING! every weekend, I sit here, in front of my laptop, type and type non stop, trying to finish my assignments. But everytime i finish one, the other comes. There are so many meetings too! I'm trying to meet my deadline here and there I have so many pple trying to set up meetings for me. What's worse is I have a stupid module which i need to do service learning. Something like charity work. KAOZ! like i always say, I dun have much compassion, ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN I AM SO BUSY, DROWNING IN ASSIGNMENTS! ITS A BLOODY WASTE OF MY TIME OK?! Then I fell ill on wed, guess wat?! they dun even give me a break. I was spending my two days at home trying to finish my assignment and then pple continued to msg me, telling me to reply them, asking me to go for meetings. I AM SICK FOR YOUR INFO! GIVE ME A BREAK! Ask my family!!! I was typign non-stop for days! EVEN TODAY!! Its SUNDAY!! and I'm still typing!!

Most of my assignments are due on 12oct, on my bday! HOW NICE! so how?? I try to finish my assignment by thurs, 8 Oct. BUT HOW TO WHEN EVERYONE IS TRYING TO BOOK ME FOR MEETINGS. NOT TO MENTION I STILL HAVE THIS STUPID SERVICE LEARNING MODULE I HAVE TO ATTEND EVERY WEEK?! Its not even due until next year! ARGHH!! I only have 24 hours a day ok! AND I NEED TO BREATHE.. I NEED TO REST!! I HAVE A LIFE UNLIKE SOME OF YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND STOP SPAMMING MY EMAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random update..

2009-08-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

Havent updating my blog.. anyway.. been so screwed up these days.. don't even know what i have been doing.. first i lost my locker account password WHICH I SPECIFICALLY told myself not to lose it.. then I happily overslept on national day celebration WHEN I SPECIFICALLY TOLD MYSELF TO WAKE UP.. I mean.. I have been coughing like mad. AGAIN.. coughed non-stop the day before until 3.30am then the next thing i know, it was 9.30am.. celebration was over.. felt like a complete idiot..

Anyway.. my school's timetable seriously suck big time.. like i have lesson in the morning at 8.30am to 10.30am then the next lesson at 5.30pm to 7.30pm.. WHAT AM I TO DO IN 7 hours?! lame shit.. its like that on wed AND fri.. how nice.. really stupid..

Last saturday, went cable skiing.. IT was FUN!!! I went up the ramp (accidentally) and kind of scratched myself.. but is ok.. no big deal.. still love wakeboarding and will always love wakeboarding.. Most of my friends will know I am such a watersports person.. I love the sea, the sun and the... haha Loved wakeboarding since I tried it once when i was in the Uni.. wish i could jus wakeboard everyday..hahaha and be paid lots for it..hahahaah righttt... not goign to happen..

Ok.. anyway.. i'm still coughing like mad.. and mum's jus nagged at me for the hundredth time.. i got to see the doc.. like ASAP.. but honestly.. no money la!!! see... the western doc i like to go to is tooooo ex.. the chinese doc is toooo far.. and polyclinics, honestly, I rather be taking on-the-shelf drugs then go line up for hours to visit the doc at the polyclinic.. not to mention they just end up giving me medicines WHICH often doesnt even WORK..Why do i keep coughing?! WHY?!!!

Happy birthday BFF!!

2009-07-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday hua!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This year, I told myself.. i must buy you something more expensive..hahaah cos i always say you are my bestest friend and then dun prove it.. so i decided.. how can i keep buying my dear such expensive things and not my bestest friend something good tooo.. i mean i understand our relationship cant use money to gauge.. but its jus a way of showing.. i'm willing to spend my very little amount of money for u..hahahahaah

And also.. I thought u have been sooooooo stress studying.. so i decided to buy a ds for u to relax urself when u are stress.. at least when u dun get to meet me, u can see me when u see the ds..hahahaah lame rite.. anywya.. i hope u had a great time yst.. cos i did!!! There's just NOTHING that we cant do together and feel happy..

Lastly, I must say... from the bottom of my heart.. you are truely one of the most impt pple in my life.. i cant imagine life without u.. ever! once again, Happy birthday!!!!

Farewell party

2009-07-16T17:09:00.003+08:00

So sweet!!!!!!!!!! My darling students are sooooooo sweet. haha They planned an advanced farewell party for me!!!!!! I am so touched.. so going to cry reading the letter.. lucky its not the last day of sch..hahaha thinking of the fact that I'm most probably not going to see them anymore makes my heart ache.. They are such darlings.. and still as cheerful and crazy as ever..haha They even played with the cake!! Lucky no other teachers saw it.. haha or else all of us are going to kana scolded..haha It was fun though. Really miss the days I see them everyday, go into class and teach them..haha

Anyway.. Thanks guys for the surprise!!! I will miss all of you dearly too! Study hard and do well for your exams!!! Jia you!! All the best!!

6 Years 6 months..

2009-07-14T18:17:00.011+08:00

On the 1st of July, dear and I went to celebrate our 6 years 6 months anniversary.. I havent uploaded the photos becos it was will ah dear.. so anyway.. We went walk walk then watched transformers.. hee.. We loved the movie..haha

This pizza isnt that fantastic..

This pasta is superb!!! Dear and I LOVED it.. we were almost licking the pan..hahaha

Taking photo in the car..

While waiting for time for the movie, dear and I decided to have dessert..haha.. cos we saw 2 girls eating a GIGANTIC bowl of ice cream.. it was really huge..

My anniversary cum early bday present.. haha Burberry wallet..

Enjoying his ice blended mango..

Ah dear so wanted to have the big bowl of ice cream but honestly, it will be impossible for us to finish.. so we ordered a small cup..haha

yummy sushi.. i think i'm hooked on sushi.. keep wanting to eat sushi these days..

Rest in peace, Michael Jackson

2009-06-29T01:23:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson has passed away. So sudden. I'm not really a fan of his, but i'm very touched by his music not to mention his amazing dancing. In this post, I would jus like to pay some tribute to him.

MJ's life had never been of happiness. Just listening to his story and you would actually appreciate your own life. He had everything but nothing. He had fame and money, but he never had the most important thing in life, family and friends. His father was abusive, physical AND mental. For those who didnt know, MJ had all those plastic surgery on his nose and skin colour not becos he was vain but becos he was constantly reminded by his dad how ugly his "big nose" was. Can you imagine his childhood? No friends, no life. All he ever did was work work work. He mentioned in Oprah that he cried when he saw kids playing at the playground cos he wasnt allowed to.

Now, do you understand why he's so much like a kid? He never had a childhood! Thanks to his father. He owed it to him. His whole life was destroyed. 50 years. Was he ever happy?? Have you ever wondered why a man like him who has so much fame and all the money in the world was so humble?? I bet he rather trade in all these to have a better life with a family and friends.

He was so talented. Even up till this moment, NO ONE can dance better than him. Not even Justin Timberlake. Don't believe? Go watch his dancing. You will be AMAZED. And his music. Its so inspiring. I haven heard of anyone else's music that inspiring.

He built Neverland to satisfy his inner child. He decided to share his joy with some kids and look how they repayed him. I dunno if their accusations were true but look, if your child was molested, would u be more interested in the money or some justice? apparently this very loving parents preferred money. And honestly, if you already knew he had such a bad record, would u as a loving parent, send your child to his NEVERLAND?! DUMB.. So all i want to say is, IF your accusations are fake, I hope you can live your life is PEACE. Great Job. May you have the retributions u deserve. Of cos if its true, then fine.

Lastly, I pray that MJ will have a much better life in his next life. Rest in peace. You will always be remembered.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Micheal_Jackson#1958.E2.80.9375:_Early_life_and_The_Jackson_5

Update..

2009-06-21T17:49:00.002+08:00

Went clubbing with Shi, Sheng, Kiwi, Shaowei and Fuxing last nite.. It was alright.. I should NOT have wore heels man.. cant even enjoy dancing.. My feet still hurt now.. How stupid of me.. I should have jus wore flats.. I know what to wear the next time le!!! I'm going wear a shirt, shorts and SPORTS SHOES.. haha .. No one can see my shoes in the dark anyway.. haha

Ok.. I'm not going to upload the photos here.. too troublesome.. pple.. they are all in facebook k?

What happened to us?

2009-06-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, a young girl was persuaded by her close friend to play with the boys under her block. It looked like fun, not to mention she noticed a cute boy among them. So she agreed.

Years after, she became close to everyone. She made many close friends, and even though the cute boy passed away, she still met her true love there. It was funny that both of them had to go through such a big round before realising that the one for them were right in front of their eyes. Many of their friends believe they were the golden couple, that they will in the end, live happily ever after.

But, this is a fairytale. This is real life. This is the cruel world we live in. Even after so many years together, they are sure they love each other as much as the first time they held hands. But like every other couples, they have problems. Even the same problems some couples have. Time has arrived that they should get married. Or they want to. Both of them work hard to earn money, to save up. But in the midst of working hard for their future, the more they worked hard, the more they lost wat was the fundamental reason to want to have a future together. They forgot to spend time together. Even if the little time they have together, it is always filled with the worry of earning more money, or saving money. They have forgotten to enjoy themselves. To enjoy their time together. Once, they used to walk in the park, holding hands, jus talking, now it has become an impractical, unrealistic activity.

The girl was ever so in love with the boy. Even now, she feels excited and happy to see him. Every time she thinks of meeting him for that short one day, she feels so happy that she breaks into smiles. But every time she sees him, she feels disappointed. Cos he always looks to stressed up. Mayb she expects too much. What she feels doesnt mean the boy has to feel it too. Not to mention boys dun often show their emotion on their face like girls. Still, it is always hurtful, disappointing when she realises that her short time with him is cut even shorter becos he needs time for his friends too. Of cos she has to understand. He only have such a short time to rest. He needs to divide his time to his girlfriend, to his friends and to his family.

Time and again, she tells herself to understand. To be more understanding. But everytime she sees him, she feels disappointment. Disappointed that he has to go drinking with his friends the day before he meets her, looking all tired and bored. Disappointed that he looks more excited to meet his friends at night then when he sees her. Yes, of cos she knows he loves her dearly. Otherwise, why would he work so hard to earn money for marriage? But she still feels sad. Disappointed. She cant even voice out her opinions becos she feels like a spoilt brat when she talks abt it. Why can't she be more understanding? Why muz she act like a child?

Maybe he jus expects too much from her. Maybe they have forgotten what is important. If this is how marriage is going to be, what's the point of marrying? What's the point when they have already forgotten the very essence of marriage?

F4 comparison

2009-06-07T22:30:00.007+08:00

Ok.. i'm not a kpop, jpop or taiwan pop fan.. I jus seen so many different versions of the drama, Hana Youri dango that I jus thought mayb we should jus take a look at the different actors.. or the different F4.. I'm getting pissed off at pple saying "The taiwanese version is the best!!" or "The Taiwanese F4 is the most handsome" or "the latest korean actor, Gu Ju Pyo aka Domioji aka Dao ming si, looks like the Taiwanese Yan Cheng Xu" OMG! Like hello?!?!!?! I mean everyone have different opinions of what kind of guy is handsome but can u at least not compare the korean guy with the taiwan guy?? like honestly.. HOW CAN THEY LOOK ALIKE?! Don't believe? see..

This is the very famous Taiwanese F4.. I have already chosen the better looking photo ok?

This is the Japanese version..

This is the Korean version..

Honestly.. I like the Japanese version cos Japanese dramas are always short and Sweet.. but of cos.. if i didnt mind the length.. I will choose the Korean.. cos of the little details they added.. very precise.. And I jus think the Japanese and Korean guys look HOT.. or handsome.. really.. as for the Taiwanese version.. I dun even want to comment.. I dun even want to comment on their marvelous acting.. ARGHH..

Ok.. All these are jus MY opinions.. so if you guys out there jus find the Taiwanese guys really CUTE and HANDSOME.. then so be it.. BUT CAN YOU NOT COMPARE AND SAY THAT THE KOREAN F4 look like the Taiwanese F4? Cos THEY DUN! THEY DUN BLOODY LOOK ALIKE.. OK?? EEKZ

Ok.. I like this chart.. compares very well.. I'm watching the Korean version one now.. and I thought they looked most like the comic characters.. but now that i look closely at the chart.. the Japanese wins hands down man..

Conclusion: The korean actors are really handsome though the Japanese actors look more like the comic character.. as for the Taiwanese actors.. NO COMMENTS..

O.. And acting skills are soooooo important.. I cant even bare to look at the Taiwanese version.. pls.....

Ok.. the rest of the photos are for Hua to see.. haha I told u he is CUTE!!! This is the only version of Hana youri dango that I can understand why Xi men is a playboy lo.. One smile is all it takes.. OOOOOOO...

See????!!!! hahaha

2nd zoo trip

2009-06-03T22:29:00.007+08:00

Today is the 2nd zoo trip with Wern Jia. Wern Tat came along today too.. and we had soooooo much fun. Our main objective today is to bring Wern Jia to the Kidzworld at the zoo.. its a Water world for them!!!! And being very smart..haha I wore my bikini under my clothes and brought extra clothes for myself. I thought that even if i dun have to play with her.. as long as i have to bathe her.. i will be soaked.. so ya..

As usual.. ah dear had to much fun and he acted like the dad again.. except he now has a bluetooth stuck in his ear the whole time.. completely annoying.. mayb one day i will destroy it "accidentally" hahahaa

Cute rite!! She's already going to be 4 years old!!!!!

Wern tat, Wern Jia and Kangaroo.. haha Wern Jia thought it was a real kangaroo until she poked it and i said it was fake..haha

This is what Wern Jia would call "Mouse the grass" haha

At the Kidzworld.. I'm too lazy to upload the photos one by one here.. so for more photos.. visit my facebook!

That's so anal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T00:32:00.002+08:00

I am so bloody pissed off.. everytime i think of my ferraro rochers (is that how to spell?) I get pissed off.. arghh!!!!!

Ok.. i bought many boxes of rochers for my beloved students.. and they each have 2 rochers.. then.. I counted and left myself 12 to enjoy.. like a treat.. I left it on my table becos i thought.. NO ONE would steal rite? we are all teachers?? INTEGRITY??? And i thought even if anyone wanted one.. they can have it.. one or two.. i'm FINE.. BUT.. one day i came back from lesson.. and realised the whole BOX was missing.. bloody idiot.. i flared up.. like who the hell!?! then this fellow.. ( i dun wanna name who) had the CHEEK to laugh...

Thief: haha. It's me. So sorry. I was hungry.
Me: hungry?! but the whole box?!

so pissed off.. i cant believe i really am meeting such an anal person in my life.. in SCHOOL.. arghh.. and he's my colleague so i couldnt scream at him.. not when there's a student there too.. he even stole one to give his student.. who happens to be my student too.. even the student looked guilty.. him ?! he was sooo proud of himself.. ARGHH!!! All i could do was scold him and pretend i'm jus joking.. but honestly.. any one who has EQ will know i'm really pissed off.. even my student apologized outside the staffroom after that.. and the other teachers could so see that i'm FURIOUS..

What's more?! There was one morning.. before my rochers were stolen.. I went into the staffroom and saw my 2 kit kats were missing.. I thought.. nvm.. only 2.. but what made me furious was.. whoever ate it.. left the rubbish on the table.. the plastic bag and the kit kat bag.. omg.. i was FURIOUS.. LIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING?! One of the male teachers were there.. a friend of mine.. and I so screamed at him..

Me: WTH! WHO ATE MY KIT KAT?! EAT EAT LA! WHY LEFT THE RUBBISH HERE?!!? TO LET ME THROW THE RUBBISH FOR HIM?! MUST BE ASH!!!!!

I thought mayb it was Ash.. another friend of mine.. cos he always like to ask for chocolates from me though he nv really took any.. and he like to prank me.. but i let it go and didnt scold Ash (fortunately) becos i thought if its Ash.. then nvm.. cos friend..

THEN.. ON THE DAY OF MY STOLEN ROCHERS, I FOUND OUT ITS THE SAME BLOODY IDIOT!!! HE admitted it.. and LAUGHED IT OFF.. i mean he apologized but he was laughing and really.. if he REALLY meant his apology.. then he better bloody buy a box of rochers back for me~! I DOUBT HE WILL LA.. I'M ALMOST SURE HE WILL NOT UNLESS HE BLOODY SEES THIS POST!!!

omg.. i really cant believe i can mean such an anal person in my life! imagine i have to LOCK up my snacks in a cupboard from now on.. imagine.. in a SCHOOL!!!!

Leaving for NIE!!!!

2009-04-19T22:36:00.004+08:00

I cant believe it!!!! I received my MOE letter on Thursday.. YESH!! I'm FINALLY leaving for NIE in JUNE!!!!! Its not that i wanna leave the sch asap.. its jus that i dun wanna be UNTRAINED..haha

Like i told my darling angel.. i feel so confused.. part of me.. sooooo happy that i'm finally leaving.. part of me kind bare to leave.. becos of the students..haha *not the management..hahaah* o ya.. and of cos becos of the teachers.. they are great.. *most* haha Like i said.. my students are not really "angels"..except for some.. some can be like DEVILS!! but still.. they are really fun and nice.. jus playful at times.. i can totally enjoy my time with them WHEN we are NOT in class..haha

I dunno if i will go back to the sch after NIE but then.. i wun mind though.. its really not a very bad sch.. as in the students and most teachers are really nice.. i shall not comment on the management..hahaha mayb its even worse out there.. eek! Anyway.. i cant wait to start my training either! I mean.. like my teacher said.. I seem to be becoming happier and happier teaching in sch.. and come to think of it.. its so true.. a year passed and i hardly noticed.. hee.. Its really tiring but worth it.. cos.. i dunno.. i jus feel happy when i see my students.. not becos they are very very obedient.. haha *they are definitely not*.. but they jus cheer me up.. i mean they may not hand in assignments, may not pay attention.. but they are not rude or they do cheer me up when i'm down.. wonderful kids they are.. and that makes me wanna be more competent in helping them succeed in life.. which i dun think i'm good enough yet.. *not that NIE will definitely make me good enough*

most of my stress come from feeling like i'm not good enough.. i'm jus so frightened that i may jus destroy their life..haha I mean they might feel happy with me and all that.. but at the end of the day.. if they failed their exams.. then i have failed them isnt it? ARGHH.. I dunno how to teach well..

Ok.. anywya.. i'm leaving for nie on 22th june.. meaning my last official day of sch will be before the sch holidays..hee.. yesh! haha jus gotta settle all the mid year exam stuff and i'm DONE! I hope my students pass man...

Went to sec 2 camp last week.. it was fun.. fun looking at how much my students were enjoying..haha

Ok.. these are the boys that make me laugh but also scream in anger..haha Its jus a few of them cos the rest are nowheer to be found..

ALSO.. very imptly.. i wanted to put my beloved Love 4-1 class photos but its in my laptop not here..

Amanda's bday celebration

2009-04-19T20:50:00.015+08:00

Not feeling well these days.. argh.. not as if i'm really sick.. its jus that.. i'm constantly tired and i keep getting faint spells... esp if i jus try to mark a few more books or stay later at sch to do some work.. my head starts to spin.. and the lights will seem to be too bloody bright for me.. by night time.. i can hardly open my eyes.. then i keep wanting to vomit.. esp every time i had a meal.. then all the food will seem to be stuck at the gastric area.. jus doesnt move down.. then i start to burp.. then cough.. and wanna vomit.. wth..

At this moment.. i'm also feeling like the com light is too bright too.. i hardly know what i'm doing right now.. as if i'm jus floating or dreaming.. am i still human?? hahaha ooooo.. i know how to describe le.. its like drinking some alcohol and feeling high but not drunk.. mmmm... doc says i have low blood pressure.. apparently.. its pretty low.. and plus lack of slp..

I slept at 7 plus on friday lo.. best.. haha.. i thought i would wake up in the middle of the night.. but NO.. when i opened my eyes.. it was 9am.. wow.. ok.. let me finish updating and i'm going to pack my bags before i slp.. going to stay at jason's place for a week cos my sis is bringing a friend home from China and they are using my room.. *also an excuse to stay at jason's place..hee like that i can see him everyday.. hee*

Anyway.. last friday, i think.. was Amanda's bday.. so we went clubbing.. cant remember where.. my memory is failing me these days.. here's the photos!

Amanda, Shi and me.. Amanda is still conscious at this moment..haha

Peifeng and Amanda..

This was taken becos i couldnt stay the noise. We were sitting next to the speakerS!!

The drunk Terry and me.. i was totally conscious throughout.. cos everytime they ask me to drink.. i DANCE..haha DANCE AWAY from them.. i'm so smart..haha

Jin Sheng, Song hua and me..

I'm really amazed with the number of years we have known each other.. haha wow..

We started hugging each other.. actually.. strangling each other when Amanda started to..haha she was killing us..haha

Look at her strangle shi..

Now she strangles me..

Nope.. he's not my boyfriend.. i can totally here my students screaming.. he's jus an old old old old friend..hee

Someone needs to teach me how to pout beautifully..haha i look like a monster..haha

More photos on facebook!

East Coast with Wern Jia

2009-03-21T23:44:00.017+08:00

On thurs, Jason and I brought Wern Jia to East coast park.. she's so cute!

Taken at Macdonalds.. she's totally enjoying her ice cream..

Initially, she wanted to have a small bicycle for herself.. but she jus cant ride the bicycle..haha anyway.. we duped her into this.. and she loved it..

Helping to bury some kids..haha

Taken after bathing her.. gosh.. i was drenched after bathing her la.. haha and she was so cold i let her wear her jacket and pple were fighting to hug her to keep her warm..haha

Now.. some neoprints taken on friday.. haven taken a neo for soooo long...

Batam Trip

2009-03-21T21:23:00.017+08:00

Ok.. Even though i thought i jus put all my photos on facebook.. i think this blog is getting so boring with all the writings and no photos.. haha.. Anyway.. Just came back from Batam with my dearest best friend who is also a BLOODY IDIOTIC BITCH..haha *I can hear her laughing now..haha* We went to Holiday Inn in Batam.. 3 days 2 nights.. UOB lady's card package.. soooo cool.. includes a 2 hour spa..hee..

Ok.. so we left our house at 10.15am? Had to check in at the ferry terminal at 11am. ANYWAY.. we got there.. all excited and happy.. u know.. u packed ur bags and u were all ready to go!! then.. BLOODY HELL.. got to the BATAM FAST to collect our ferry tix like we were told to do so.. and wtf.. we were stuck there for an hour.. AN HOUR! WHY?!! BECOS BLOODY BATAM FAST DID NOT HAVE OUR TICKETS.. SAID WE DIDNT RESERVE.. We were getting really irritated, fustrated and PISSED OFF.. Initially.. we thought its Holiday Inn's fault becos we left everything to them to book our ferry tix.. and those stupid batam fast pple.. even called Holiday Inn.. INSISTING that they didnt send them any reservations.. The boat was so about to leave and we were pissed off.. then they asked us to pay the fuel tax.. $40.. actually.. they couldnt decide if we should pay or they should claim from Holiday Inn.. so we jus told them.. we jus pay.. and if we dun have to.. we jus claim from Holiday Inn again la! BUT NO! these INFLEXIBLE PPLE.. decided to waste our time.. insisted on calling Holiday Inn again.. and buck them.. when our ferry was leaving in like 15min?! In the end.. they jus issued us 2 tix.. and we RAN to the jetty.. wth..

Once we got to Holiday Inn.. I insisted in meeting the person-in-charge.. aka the reservation team.. anyway.. we had a GREAT stay.. everything was GREAT.. the room was wonderful, the bed was HUGE.. the comforter was soooooo warm.. the service was excellent.. the spa was totally relaxing.. all in all.. an excellent resort.. so.. we jus couldnt understand why they can actually forget to book our tix.. until our last day.. before we left.. the duty manager came to see us.. and showed us copies of their emails to batam fast.. well.. THEY DID EMAIL THEM.. and they had proof.. the manager told us that they are very angry as well becos batamfast actually PUT THE BLAME ON THEM.. WHEN IN FACT, IT WAS BATAM FAST WHO MISSED OUT THAT RESERVATION.. HOLIDAY INN BOOKED OUR TICKETS LIKE IN 20TH FEB.. AND HOW DARE THEY BLAME OTHERS.. BATAM FAST SUCKS!!! ITS ONE THING TO MAKE A MISTAKE.. ITS DISGUSTING TO BLAME OTHERS.. YOU UNPROFESSIONAL, IRRESPONSIBLE, INFLEXIBLE MORONS! ok..

Fortunately, holiday inn was such a great resort.. our anger was appeased..

Our "living room"..

This is the best bed i ever slept on.. its soooo big.. i could roll 4 times on it..hahahahaa been there.. tested that.. haha anyway.. the best part is the comforter.. its so warm.. no matter how cold the air con was.. as long as u are under the comforter.. u feel warm and comfortable.. o gosh i miss it so much..

Look.. so big.. its a deluxe suite..hee.. pls ignore that beautiful lady in the background..haha

My turn to lie on the couch..hee..

The kitchen and the dining table..

There is even a balcony..hee

Our first dinner at the resort.. quite ex.. but worth it.. its yummy.. and this is the chef..

Teppanyaki.. yummy!!! the portion was HUGE..

Day 2, we went wakeboarding.. or rather I went wakeboarding.. for only an hour..haha

That's me.....

After that.. we went shopping!!! We didnt think we had anything to buy.. but we actually bought so many perfumes.. all costing only about $6.50 each!!!!!

Class 724

2009-03-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

Just two days ago, I was talking to Terry on msn.. and he gave me an excellent idea..hahahaha He said.. "Imagine all of us 724 form a class and you teach".. immediately.. i went.. EEK! haahahaha I can totally imagine it.. and its not pleasant..haha

Class 724

Teacher - Weiling

Students:
Jinsheng - Will be talking loudly and most probably making fun of me..
Terry - Will either be sleeping and drooling or eating
Wen Liang - Most probably the loudest in class.. threatening to kill one of his classmates or me
Hui Long and Kim Long - Threatening to kill the students outside the class?
Pei feng aka Monyet - Playing soccer and with his skills and strength, i dun wanna imagine what happens when the ball hits me.. OUCH!
Shi, Amanda, Layfen, Yan Ling - gossiping..haha talking about where to shop, where to do manicure
Xiao Alex - reading comics or playing PSP
Guoming - disturbing Terry
Guowen - Wont even be in sch?
Kewei, Shaowei, Chee Seng, etc- talking about NS and bikes
Zhi Xiong - Calling me names "cher why you so fat?!"\
Wei Xiong - Using his toes to pinch pple? Most probably Terry..hahaha

Last but not least..

Jason dear - "Dear.. dun teach le la.. come sit down.. "

Guys... am I right?? hahaha then jason called me and i told him what Terry and I were discussing.. he then said.. "actually i think the class will be nice cos 3/4 wun even be in sch" haha.. so true.. Anyway.. jus in case some pple are sensitive.. I'm not saying 724 guys are stupid hor.. its jus that they are so not the ones who will SIT DOWN and PAY attention in class.. too active..

Ok.. that said.. pple.. if i missed out anyone.. do feel free to comment.. then i add in..haha

Do I love my job??

2009-03-08T16:11:00.003+08:00

Some pple are asking me to update my blog.. haha Recently, I stopped updating this blog cos i jus upload all my photos onto facebook and then i dun have to upload them one by one here.. so ma fan..

Anyway.. I went wakeboarding with shi and her friends 2 weeks ago.. It was fun.. We went to Batam to cable-ski.. mmm.. basically i spent most of the time trying to even stand up.. cos for some reasons.. i stand up like once and travelled quite far but then forget how to again.. bloody hell.. by the time i got it.. it was time to go.. arghh.. that's why i hate cable-ski!!!!!! The damn thing pulls so hard and so sudden.. you jus go blank..hahaha unlike on a boat.. it goes SLOWLY.. and you spend more time trying different things then jus getting up.. Well.. I did like it cos there were funny pple around and of cos.. i love any sports which is related to sun, sea and... hahah *what are you thinking??*

Then last sat, I had to go to Westwood cabin to attend the launch.. Their cabin is so pretty and comfortable.. haiz.. my poor students.. haha Not to worry guys!! We are moving back to the old campus and i'm sure we will get a NEW, BIG and BEAUTIFUL cabin!!!!!! At least YOU will get it.. not me..hahaha

O.. I have been working late almost every single day SINCE i started sch and SINCE i took up GEO.. arghh.. It was getting to stressful and tiring that I was wondering how long can I do this.. and if it is really the job for me.. But.. everytime i see my students.. I jus forgets about it.. They can be so irritating yet so wonderful.. ahhaah.. O and good news.. actually.. GREAT NEWS!! I'm FINALLY going back to teaching music AND i can STOP teaching GEO.. STOP feeling like i'm the worst teacher in the world..

Anyway.. last fri.. I had to open the cabin club.. My students from sec 1 were shouting in class that they wanna compete table soccer with me. haha I dunno where they hear from that I was "good" at table soccer.. haha *i'm not.. jus won 2 students the last time and that was luck..haha* So.. I told them to meet me at the cabin club after sch.. but they followed me all the way to the staffroom then to the cabin club.. afraid i would escape.. haha hilarious.. once everything was set up.. they started competing among themselves instead of me..hahahaha crazy pple..haha After a few sets.. I finally got the chance to play.. and I paired up with a student.. and WON! ahahahaha they were screaming man..haha Everyone was so smelly and sticky cos it was so damn hot outside.. then one of my students offered to treat me to an ice cold lemon tea..hahaha so sweet.. that was life saviour man.. Then i continued marking my books at the cabin club while they continued to battle among themselves.. screaming.. THEN.. my darling students from sec 4 came to visit..hahahaha FINALLY I could sit down and talk to them.. it was so nice.. They were hilarious.. After that.. I decided to play bball.. ya.. me.. play bball.. haha my students were so nice.. instead of laughing at me like they usually do.. they were teaching me how to shoot..hahahaah

Anyway.. I jus wanted to say.. I was really happy.. and it was then.. I remembered why I chose this job.. it sounds so fake and noble.. but despite all the hard work.. then stress from these pple.. they are also the ones that cheer me up.. There are students who are so terrible i feel like jus giving up but there are so many others who continues to encourage me and cheer me up when things are tough.. Its like an energy booster.. Makes teaching so much fun.. so meaningful.. haha So.. do i love my job? I guess so.. for now..hahahaa so long as I continue to remember why I chose it in the first place..haha O.. lastly.. I cant go on without a friend like hua who listens to all my complaints and nagging..haha makes life so much more easier..

The free iPersonic Personality Test

2009-01-13T12:38:00.003+08:00

Social Realist (SR)

Social Realists are popular persons full of energy. They are reliable, well organized and helpful. Traditional values are important to them. Founding a family also plays a central role in their life. Social Realists have a marked social streak. They are always ready to listen to the worries and problems of others and spare no effort when they are asked for help. With empathy and understanding, they can sense what other people need. Social Realists are always willing to highly regard the strong points of the other person and to excuse that person’s weaknesses. They are the most sociable of all personality types. Social contacts are very important to them.Social Realists find it very difficult to cope with conflicts and criticism - harmony is their elixir of life. Acknowledgement and esteem are very important to this type. Differentiation on the other hand is not necessarily one of their strong points. At work and in partnerships, they are loyal, committed and always there when needed. They find it easy to make friends due to their open, warm manner and they have a large circle of friends. In love, they are faithful and attentive and care for their partners with a great deal of imagination and sensitivity. Social Realists show their feelings openly and honestly. Should a relationship break up, they tend to blame themselves. That is why they find it very difficult to end a partnership even if it has not fulfilled their requirements for some time.» Learn more about the Social Realist at work ...Social Realists are more conservative types. They have a set system of values and rules which is orientated to the prevailing traditions. They prefer clear, structured surroundings and work processes; they find too much change und unrest unpleasant. Their strong points are carefulness and reliability and not so much flexibility and spontaneity. Social Realists are open-minded towards anything new only to a limited extent. But, should one be looking for someone to fulfil a task reliably and exactly, they are the right persons.» Learn more about the Social Realist in love ...
Adjectives which describe your typeextroverted, practical, sentimental, planning, emotional, temperamental, energetic, tradition-conscious, loyal, helpful, devoted, reliable, caring, objective, thorough, organised, warm-hearted, open, friendly, sociable, chummy, obliging, self-sacrificing, public-spirited, sensitive, kind, demanding.

The Social Realist is the most social among all personality types. For you, it is essential to choose a profession where you can deal with as many people as possible. You recharge your batteries with the help of people contact and the personal exchanges needed for your very special talents to unfold. You are the prototype of the caring person in the positive sense, because you love to act on behalf of others and care for them. If you have the impression that there is a way to contribute by improving the quality of their life, it satisfies you more than anything.For your type, the feeling to be needed, loved, and appreciated is more than vitally necessary. Therefore, working in seclusion is not for you. It is just too much counter to your extroverted nature, and your need for interpersonal interaction.You have the best ideas during dialogues with others, as they stimulate your creativity. Instead of developing abstract aid projects with the help of a drawing board, you prefer to engage yourself on the frontlines with person to person contact. For you, it is important to see the results of your work so you can go home feeling that you (again) made the world a better place - at least a bit. You are a born team player. You are open and communicative, easily integrating yourself into group hierarchies. For your personality type, harmony is the keyword in your personal, as well as in your professional life. Since conflicts and power struggles seriously stress you making it difficult for you to attend to your tasks, you should put your emphasis on working in a stress free, respectful, and affectionate environment. Working environments continuously affected by tough infighting, and where competitive conflicts are intense represent too great a strain.

No other type is as loving, attentive, and committed a partner as you. Many authors describe your type as the most personable and endearing of all: caring, sensitive, and always making sure that others are comfortable in your presence. For you, investing a lot in your relationship, and totally committing yourself to another person goes without saying. You enjoy assuming responsibilities, and that applies to your partnership, as well. When you encounter hic-ups in your relationship, the first things you look for are ways to change yourself. You were born with the need to take care of the person you love most - to the best of your ability - and to do everything to make him/her comfortable. You create a comfortable home with the feeling of security and intimacy for both of you. To please and surprise your partner, you have an astounding sense for sharing small and frequent signs of your love. Your antenna for his/her needs is almost eerie, and sometimes you almost trip over yourself with eagerness when it is important to you to meet his/her needs. In the long run, your own needs are frequently neglected when you have a partner who prefers taking over, or who does not care for you as sensitively as you care for him/her. Any partner is going to be overwhelmed by your sensitive and exuberant nature. Because you often like to talk about things close to your heart you are not stingy with compliments and assurances of your love. You are the most emotional and passionate of the Realists. The power of your feelings often carries you away. With you, this is not just lip service because you also prove your love with deeds. Whoever is with you can always rely on you. Your fidelity and loyalty toward your partner are extraordinary and unshakeable. Comparative studies have often indicated that Social Realists lead the list of the sixteen types in the durations of their marriages. For you, a relationship represents a life-long obligation; you don’t enter into it lightly and expect stability and reliability from your partner, as well. If you are disappointed, it hurts you even more than any other of the personality types.

O gosh.. it is soooooo true..haha look.. no wonder i'm in the teaching profession..haha more than enough pple to talk to me..haha or make me angry..hahaha of cos to make me happy as well.. and no wonder i'm now "too friendly" to the students in the eyes of the teachers.. great..

Feelings are so impt to me too.. so sensitive.. too emotional.. bloody hell..haha and its so true that i get hurt easily when i find that the other partner is insensitive or neglectful..haha

Happy New Year!!

2009-01-03T02:40:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!! New year photos are out in the facebook as well! so stop nagging at me ok?! haha

I invited Hua to the bbq as well cos i didnt want her to be counting down on msn again this year?! And anyway.. its not like we do not always jus anti-socialize ourselves and live in our own world among others..hahaha it was fun though to see hua mixing around the rest and actually blanding in.. why? cos she decided its time not to pretend to be the nice person..hahahahaa scolded a few pple who were teasing her such as shi and alex..hahaah they were so shocked by her reactions! so guys.. see?? she's not as "nice" as she seems.. wahahahah.. i'm always the one to be bullied 0_0.. Anyway.. 2008 has been great cos i have my BFF with me 24/7 hahaha we are so close now that we can practically guess wat our thoughts and feelings..amazing.. and we often feel the same way and the same time.. haha.. how crazy is that.. Nothing beats having such a great friend in life.. NOTHING! hahaha so.. hua.. I LOVE YOU!

And thank you dear!!! For making the kimchi sushi for me! Loved it! it was delicious!!!! wish i had more appetite to finish the whole box myself though.. So with a great friend, boyfriend aka "fiance", a loving family, and a wonderful job, what more do i want??!! Love you guys!~! Muackz!

Photos from Africa..

2009-01-03T02:27:00.003+08:00

Hello pple!!! i'm home!!! haha.. anyway.. for those who are interested.. i will be uploading my photos on facebook cos its tooo tedious to upload it here.. hundreds of photos.. as for videos, i will upload it here.. but i got to settle the photos first.. why???

This is why.. when i open the cd i burnt in Africa.. stupid video file become .mod instead of .mpg.. *it was mpg when i watched it in Africa..* Hua and I spent hours finding out how to open this stupid file. Found out that this fellow, Karsten Obarski, was sitting at home and then suddenly he decided its time to come up with a new file called .mod.. all jus to irritate pple! such that NO player can open it.. arghhh.. * i made that up* soo super pissed off.. then finally.. someone in a forum had the same problem and there was one "simple" solution.. jus rename the file to .mpg... I was sooo happy that its so simple until i found out that in a 4gb cd, i have at least 60 videos to rename.. -_-" and i have like seven 4gb cds plus 1 8gb.. imagine.. so pple.. if you have any idea if there's such a thing call mass renaming.. pls let me know.. -_-"

For the time being.. jus check out the photos.. honestly.. not many pple visit Africa.. so you should really see how it's like.. *they are not ALL tribal pple.. mostly Blacks but not tribal.. ya?!*

Enjoy!

P.S: for those who doesnt know.. my name in facebook is JaslynTing.. can search yourself..

Check out this Cobra! Built by my uncle's father, Batman Howard!! the car plate number is also called Batcar.. and there are logos of batman as well.. how cool is that?!

Blogging in Africa..

2008-12-19T17:28:00.002+08:00

Hello pple!!!! I just dropped by to say hello..haha Still in Africa. currently, waiting for my aunt and mum to get back from the supermarket so we can go shopping!! We just came back from Hluhluwe game reserve.. i think that's how its spelled.. we stayed there for 3 days.. went "hunting" for animals.. and saw lots and lots of animals up close.. at first when we saw giraffes and zebras, we were all like "WOW!!! SO PRETTY!! LOOK AT THAT!!" after seeing like so many giraffes and zebras, we went "ARGHH!! why are there so many giraffes?! we want elephants! WE WANT ELEPHANTS!! WE WANT ELEPHANTS!!" haha the elephants, lions, leopards, buffoloes and rhino are what they call the big five.. cos they are the strongest predators and endangered.. we only managed to find the elephant, buffolo and rhino.. *after suffering in the hot hot sun for hours.. it was 37 degrees!~!

Anyway.. I swim almost everyday here..haha cos its bloody hot and there's like a pool at home.. COOL! haha Last sun, we went to my aunt's mother-in-law's house to have a family gathering.. had a bbq.. and so i was swimming.. then.. the big men decided i had to be thrown into the pool like some young 10 year old kid..haha i look seriously young to them..haha here's the clip..

There are more clips..but i got no time to blog here.. anyway. you guys HAVE TO WATCH the clip below..haha its a car BUILT FROM SCRATCH by Howard * my aunt's father-in-law*.. he took 4 years.. its called the batcar.. and i actually got to drive in it!!! * o.. its a SPORTS car.. u got to hear the engine!!

O forget it.. i will post it once i'm back from singapore.. the connection is tooooo slow here.. arghh..

See ya guys! Miss you hua!! Miss u DEAR!!!!

Africa here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-03T16:19:00.003+08:00

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Exams are FINALLY over.. and I'm leaving for South Africa in 4 days!! YAY!!!! anyway.. i had a really tough time 2 weeks ago.. so busy practising piano every single day, every single hour.. so terrible that i had a breakdown.. totally frightened all my love ones.. pple like ah dear, hua and of cos.. my mum.. haha the last time i had a breakdown where my mum was involved was in sec 4 when i had trouble memorizing my geo notes.. (imagine Miss Yzelman, my geo teacher then, reading this..haha she's now my colleague or mentor..very nice of her to help me..ahahha i just handled in some crappy work and instead of asking me to do it again.. she decided to help me improve on it.. she's the best!)

Anyway.. this time.. I broke down becos no matter how hard i practised.. i jus couldnt get it right and worse.. I COULD NOT FOCUS!! stupid.. my brain jus keeps shutting down.. ah dear says i practised so much that my brain jus cant take it anymore.. anyway.. the turning point is when... (here comes the scary story).. a day after i broke down.. i had a rest.. no playing the piano.. did nothing but play.. exercise.. then at night.. i was happily slping.. on my side.. when suddenly i felt something pushed me and i turned to face the ceiling and opened my eyes.. and GUESS WHAT!! EEEKK!! A VERY VERY ANGRY WOMAN CAME RIGHT INTO MY FACE! yupz! its that scary.. its not jus some woman walking past ok.. its right into my face.. i screamed (not really scream but like.. eerr!) then it slowly vanished into smoke.. o ya.. it was in blue.. like why blue?? then i continued to stare wide eyed into space.. i couldnt move.. now i know what is frozen with panick. then i tried to look for my "fu" under my pillow.. gosh.. the best part? I never felt so awake.. so focus in months! i couldnt slp after that.. when to slp in my brother's room..haha then at 11am i decided i'm jus going to wake up and practise..hahA

The best thing is i never have been able to practise with so much focus and alertness for months la! so i dunno if this nightmare was a ghost trying to help me? or my brain jus decided this is the best way to wake me up..haha and that was how i managed to survive through my exam..haha i won't say i did well.. but i won't say its very bad.. i might fail again.. but at least i tried my best. anyway.. i'm so glad i have so many pple who loves me..hee.. pple who stand by me whenever i need them.. hee.. I think hua has been suffering under my depression for a long time.. now i'm back alive and cheerful that i think she muz be relieved..haha too bad i'm leaving for africa sooon.. (i know she's going to miss me so much.. hahahaa think even more than Jason cos at least Jason has his work to distract him..haha)

Anyway.. i'm going to South Africa for 3 weeks! 3 weeks ok?! my longest vacation ever! going there to visit my aunt and my darling cousin, Xander! heez.. I wonder if he remembers me..haha i doubt so though.. My sis and I used to hug him and force him to take pictures with us every time we see him..heez.. so handsome.. so cute.. ok.. i know you pple always ask the same qns: "your aunt married a black guy?!" the ans is.. NO.. its a white guy.. and AFRICA DOES NOT ONLY HAVE BLACK GUYS OK?! AND NO.. THEY ARE NOT ALL TRIBAL PPLE?! its funny everyone thinks africa as a tribal, backward place... but really.. its not.. and studying soci.. i actually think tribal pple are so much healthier and happier BEFORE we "modern" pple decided to visit them and give them cigarettes.. haiz.. or.. and before we started destroying their land and forcing them to move out.. poor pple.. anyway.. we are visiting the victoria falls! i'm not good in geo or basically i dun really read the news..haha all i heard is that victoria falls is one of the tallest waterfall.. amazing! and i'm thinking if they have water rafting.. dunno what they call it.. that will be so cool! BEST STILL.. darling Xander has WII!!! hahaha i'm going to play it every night while i'm there..haha

Ok.. that's all the update.. will post photos from Africa after i come back.. ADIOS!

Dinner and Dance in nbss 2008

2008-11-15T20:47:00.011+08:00

This year.. Dinner and dance in NBSS followed the theme "back to the sixties".. haha.. i was complaining to all my friends, esp hua, WHY MUST IT BE SIXTIES?! so hard to find clothes..haha BUT.. i'm sooooo lucky.. my sister provided me most of the things.. so i didnt have to spend.. honestly.. if it was hip hop.. i would have been so comfortable..haha

Anyway.. that day.. Yong Sheng offered to drive us there and back..hee.. so i didnt have to drive.. but this Ivan.. die die also wan pple drive all the way there to fetch him..then what's more.. my stupid navigator phone which never failed on me.. FAILED that day.. took us like more then half an hour to get to Ivan's place.. then another 45min or so to the dinner and dance.. stupid phone.. *tsk*

The best part is.. even though all 3 of us (Terence, Ivan and me) were really kan chiong..haha dun wanna be late.. this Yong sheng.. was totally unfazed..took his own sweeeeet time.. even stopped at a petrol station jus to buy drinks.. -_-'' and having nothing to do.. i took photos of those gays behind..O.. that was the time this Ivan started pinching Terence's TIGHT ants.. haha "eh weiling! try this!! PIAK PIAK" haha super funny.. according to him, piak piak is the sound of the tight pants hitting his legs..haha i still haven figure out wat is pak pak.. haha i reckon its something i will nv understand.. haha

Remember.. the theme is "back to the sixties".. which explains our clothes.. super GAY RITE?!

This is super gay..hahaha this terence die die wanna act cute...

This is the time when they forced these pple to dance..haha Twist!!! haha see gay terence at the back?? haha it was hilarious..

Yong Sheng, Terence, Ivan and me.. yupz.. my click in the sch are all men..hahaha cos its jus such a coincidence that all those who just entered nbss are men.. except me..haha but i'm ok..haha i'm too tomboyish to join other ladies anyway..haha

Ok.. this is the King of Twist..haha cute rite.. i think he's quite good looking.. mayb if he take off his spects..even better.hahaha anyway.. he has such long and slim legs.. so he was nominated.. Terence was nominated too..hahaha he shd have won..haha his style was soooo sixties.. ANYWAY.. the pinky lady at the back is the Queen of Twist..I must say she deserves it cos its really really sixities.. (though abit pinky.. its exactly the sixties style)

Terence doing the twist..haha he damn funny.. "dun wan la.. dun wan la.." but the moment he was asked to go up.. he jumped right up..hahaha he says cos he muz be spontaneous.. good for him.. Ivan and me glued ourselves to the chair lo.. DIE also dun wan go up to dance..haha lucky i werent nominated or sabotaged..haha

Ok.. This is Mrs Raghesh.. I nominated her.. and apparently she shd have won but she didnt wan be one of the nominees cos she's one of the hosts of the night.. but she's super sixties and pretty..hee.. in my months of teaching in nbss.. she's the teacher i admire the most.. SUPER passionate abt teaching and she NEVER gives up on anyone.. always so kind, so helpful.. even though i'm not under her.. she always smiles at me.. and help me wheneven i needed help.. she's the best!! hee.. from the conversation i had with her.. i also discovered tat she really loves her students and have total faith in them.. even if they cant do well in academic results.. she saw the other side of them.. their talents in other areas or their wonderful character.. so.. she's really inspiring.. i wanna be like her.. learn to love your students and more imptly.. see the good in them.. the world isnt only abt academic results.. pple do excel in other areas ya? hee..

Last photo of the night.. O... the cute guy on the right is Mr Seck.. hee.. he's very shy and really cute.. but but but.. he's MARRIED..haha DAMN! haha all the cute guys i see are either married, attached or wooing someone else..hahaha DAMN! where's my tao hua?! hahaha ya.. i know.. i can hear pple saying " you are attached yourself ma..already have a house somemore.. kns".. so fine.. i will ZIP..

After that dinner.. they went to have Soy bean curd.. while Jason came to fetch me home.. i was soooooooo exhausted.. simply cos i haven slept lots in days and i have so much work to do.. arghh.. Piano exam coming too!! EEK!!

Brought Wern Jia to the swimming!

2008-10-24T23:30:00.012+08:00

Last sunday.. Jason and I brought Wern Jia and Wern Tat to Jurong Swimming complex..hee.. the one with all the slides.. i'm too old for that.. but i thought Wern Jia would love the water playground.. however.. instead.. she was too afraid to play in it..hahahahaa only after swimming did I convinced her to try..and so she said she will try next time..haha *dunno true anot..*

Wern Jia's new smile..hahaha very cute rite..haha so funny.. anyway.. it rained so heavily so we had to wait almost an hour lo.. she was patient.. but Wern Tat couldn just sit still..ahah he's jus too excited..anyway.. i got her change.. and this Jason.. acting like her boyfriend! humph!

After seeing the first photo.. i told her not to screw up her face like that..haha and immediately, she got the idea.. smart girl.. so much prettier..haha

As USUAL.. Jason jus had to buy her lollipops.. ARGHH.. he started all her love for lollipops la.. aiyo! This photo is taken after the swimming btw. She was shivering so hard.. we had to bring her up..haha

After the swim.. we went to imm to have dinner.. This Wern Jia.. last min tell me she wanna go toilet.. i had to rush her there cos its sooooo far away and i could see she's really urgent this time..hahaha there was a long queue and fortunately.. there was a very very kind lady who told me there's a empty cubicle for the handicapped..haha luckily.. i was so ready to go up to the first in line to ask if i could go first..haha anyway.. after tat.. we went back to find Jason and Wern tat at Secret recipe.. and on the way.. we passed by Barney.. GREAT.. the machine Barney.. and she insisted on sitting on it.. GREAT..and she wouldnt move.. hahaah this is the first time i see her so defiant..hahahhaa anyway.. i had to pretend to be angry before she listened..then she started acting angry and ignored us at the restaurant..until the food came..haha

Wern tat and me

Dear, Wern Jia and me.

Kid's meal..haha cute rite.. so many mini burgers.. star shaped hushbrowns..look at her.. totally enjoying..haha

This is mine.. quite good..

This is Dear's.. it was good.. actually i would give 8 out of 10 lo.. quite good.. next time can go secret recipe again

ok.. Dear jus called.. complained abt my exercises not working..hahaha then he said cos its only been like a month.. o well.. FINE..hahahaah why dun i at least slim down by a TINY TINY bit.. jus a tiny bit..haha.. my brother jus poked my fats again.. how nice of him..ARGHH!!! Anyway.. i been reading alot these days.. finished city of bones and city of ash by Cassandra Clare.. quite good.. but now i'm reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer and i cant stop!!!!! its soooooooooooo good.. haah its almost like reading harry potter again... the movie is also coming out soon.. so excited... ok.. i'm going to go read it..

O ya.. lastly.. piano exam on 28th nov.. so nervous!!!!! i MUZ PASS THIS TIME!!!! MUST!!! PRAY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updates! Finally!

2008-10-24T22:28:00.018+08:00

Finally I have my laptop back and working.. so i can upload my photos.. but more importantly.. finally i have the TIME and STRENGTH to do it..haha i'm jus sooooooo tired these days.. bloody hell.. i exercise like twice a week and i'm STILL GROWING.. I GIVE UP! dun say i didnt try! I DID!!!!!!! I DON'T EVEN EAT ALOT.. DAMN IT.. anyway.. i'm going to try acupuncture asap.. this cannt go on.. so irritating.. anyway.. I haven uploaded lots of photos.. let's see.. mmm.. let's start with my bday celebration with shi..

Taken at Fish n Co glass house..

Seafood platter for two!!! my favourite..and this is the upgraded one..haha no mussels.. tiger prawns instead..hee

The delicious cake Kewei bought for me.. YUMMY!!

How do i look?? haha the only dress i can wear after growing so much..haha and this stupid shi made me take a photo where i look pregnant..haha i pulled the dress out.. as it.. bloated the stomach area jus to look pregnant..haha i dun have the photo though.. its with shi..haha i dunno why.. it looks obscene..

No matter how many times we take the photo.. we jus look weird.. or i look weird.. i jus look tired all the time..

The Lambo we saw outside Far East.. so pretty..haha mat black.. there's two other yellow ones too..

Ok.. next.. mmm.. Our school Pot luck right after the exams.. look at the food!! But before you say i ate alot.. for your info.. i didnt eat much.. like very veyr little.. didnt even taste most of the food.. haiz..

Cupcakes and fruits.. which i didnt eat any.. ARGHH!! WHY?!

Donuts!!! looks really good la!! BUT ONCE AGAIN.. I DIDNT TOUCH ANY.. WHY?!?!!

Pizza!! and again.. i didnt taste any.. how nice..

The whole stretch of food.. so what did i eat?? only some beehoon.. and tom yum prawns one of the teachers cooked.. then i had to rushed down cos my darling angels were going to celebrate my bday..hee.. so all in all.. still happy..hee

Next.. Excursions and excursions.. so many post examination activities.. and cos i got nothing to do during the trip.. might as well take some photos..haha

After the food..hahaa now.. this is the best trip i been to.. the INCINERATION PLANT..hahahaah place where the rubbish is collected and burnt..haha so imagine the smell.. IMAGINE.. anyway.. this is the 2nd level.. where the operator will grab some rubbish.. dunno for wat..haha anyway.. i can totally imagine the smell in there.. like EWWW.. it looked sooo dusty and smelly.. there were a few guys in the the place too.. poor pple.. they were doing maintaince.. but gosh.. honestly.. they need more benefits.. poor guys.. a few more days there and they can get lung cancer.. ar..

This is where the scrap and ash are collected after all the burning, filtering.. all that.. the ash can be made into bricks.. how interesting.. and scrap is used to fill landfills.. its jus an excellent idea.. Singapore govnt is jus sooooo smart..haha

ok.. enough.. next.. Art Carnival in our sch..

This year.. every department had to come up with an art piece.. so this is done by D&T department.. i really love it.. its sooooo pretty!! i wish i could buy it la.. i love the star.. and there's this treble clef one..so beautiful!!

On the left is the treble clef lamp.. that's the one i like very much.. too bad its not for sale..

This is by the maths department.. art using tessellation.. very pretty too..

After that.. there was also a fashion show.. very cute.. students designed clothing using recycled materials.. haha and the way they walked the runway..sooooooo adorable.. its like project runway..haah

Ok.. that's about all.. gonna write another post for swimming.haha cos its too long.. tired of dragging the photos down..

Stuck in school AGAIN

2008-10-21T09:17:00.002+08:00

I cant believe my luck.. I'm supposed to accompany hua to Sim Lim to repair her computer cos she has no car.. not that she knows how to drive.. and its heavy.. then after that.. we plan to go LC.. haven been there for a long time.. i'm so deprived of my kimchi and tidbits..and curry rice.. and kimchi.. and curry rice.. ARGH!!!!! THEN! TODAY.. ONLY TODAY.. i was told i have to stay in sch for band practice.. till 5pm! I mean.. how many times must i say.. I DO NOT MIND STAYING BACK FOR WORK OR ACTIVITIES.. BUT WHY IS IT EVERYONE HAS TO ALWAYS DO THINGS LAST MIN!?!?! I HAVE A LIFE TOO?! no matter where i go.. no matter where we work.. its always like that.. ALWAYS.. like is it SOOOOO DIFFICULT to tell me ahead of time?!

I dun understand~~!! Like for example.. my exam schudule.. as in the deadline to print my papers, to hand in my scripts to the HOD.. is given AFTER the deadline is up.. like hello??? you are a SCHOOL rite??? can a sch be sooo.. disorganized??? i dunno la.. mayb i have to try being the in charge then i can understand their difficulties.. come to think of it.. i'm sure they muz have a reason.. like they muz be fustrated too.. cos there must be some idiots who will pull them back as well.. but CCA schudule?!!? like.. i thought you are supposed to do it way ahead..or something.. wun you need to time to tell students they have band practice too?? like you cant possibly tell them last min as well rite?!

ONE MORE TIME.. WHY CANT PPLE BE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND EFFICIENT?! GOsh.. i should be a hod.. then whoever under me sure DIE..hahaha cos i will be so particular..haha they will HATE me.. not that i haven been told constantly to take it easy..hahaha my colleague told me i mark me papers toooo fast.. so did my students..hahaha basically i finish marking my papers on the day itself or latest by the next day.. when other teachers only start a week after they get the papers back..hahaha but i guess its cos.. i got nothing to do?? and like i say.. i cant stand disorganized pple.. i jus HAVE to finish everything before i can relax.. or else i cant slp, i cant eat.. i jus think of the work i have to finish..haha ask hua. she noes..haha

Even in uni time.. i HAVE to finish my project or papers once i start.. like the moment i start it.. not stopping until its done.. so its either start later or not..haha so back to the point.. why is it only ME who does it??! is it i'm jus obsessed with something?? like.. mmm.. obsessed with organization? or whatever? i'm not exactly very organized rite? ahahah though i do need to know what i'm going to do tomorrow.. what i'm doing today.. where i'm going in 2 hours time.. but dun everyone do the same???? Friends.. you know me better.. tell me.. am i'm obsessed?!?!

I wish i could jus tell them straight in the face.. pls.. tell me EARLY.. i dun like last min.. i dun even like to be asked to stay behind last min for band when i was in sec sch.. like tell me ahead and i'm ok.. but not last min.. but i cant tell them.. cos these pple are usually my BOSS.. how nice.. jus becos they are the BOSSES.. they have a life.. and we dun.. hello?! ARGHH!!!! worse still.. the holiday practices SUCKS! i mean.. we have to come back to sch even when the students are on holiday till 14nov.. so.. the in charge.. happily jus put her name under all the days we have to be in sch anyway.. so she doesnt have to come back to sch during holidays.. like after 14nov.. sooooooooo nice of her.. sooooooooooo smart.. then i wonder.. this probably happens everywhere.. no matter where you work.. so.. a libran like me.. would i do the same thing if i'm her??? initially i dun think i will.. cos i'm so obsessed with fairness but then again.. if everyone does the same..why should i be soooooo nice? nobody appreciates ANYWAY..

soooooo guys.. would you be fair or selfish in your work place? answer me ok.. i wanna noe if i'm the ONLY one who's crazy..

On my bday..

2008-10-17T23:41:00.010+08:00

Ok.. this is stupid.. I want my font colour to be white and i end up unable to see what i'm typing.. stupid.. have to use html view.. STUPID..
Anyway.. Hua stayed over at my place on 11oct rite? so on 12oct which is my bday.. My family, hua, Ah dear and I went to have lunch at 717.. jus a simple lunch.. first time having lunch with all those i love together.. hee.. its quite funny.. considering we had to think of wat to order to satisfy not me.. but hua and Jason.. cos.. hua doesnt like veg.. and Jason is kind of picky in the taste..ma fan! haha anyway.. it was a good lunch..

After that.. we went back to my place to cut cake.. also first time cutting cake in the afternoon.. usually is at night..
Look at our tired face..haha Ah dear and me.. My family and me.. My sister is missing cos she was in Shanghai.. Notice stitch Tan is around too..hahaa

Ah dear and me

My family and I.. except my sister isnt around.. she was in Shanghai..

After that.. Dear and I went out.. went to Vivocity to walk walk.. then watched Eagle Eye.. the plot not too bad.. but abit expected.. what i hate abt it.. is the stupid camera.. it has to SHAKE and JERK so hard.. the actors run.. the camera muz also BOUNCE and RUN.. so dumb..I watched until i wanna puke la.. if all movies are going to become like this.. i no need to watch movies le lo! After movie, we went to a restaurant called Mussels.. its a restaurant we ate in a long time ago.. like on our 4th year anniversary i think.. cant remember..heh..

There's a promotion.. 1 for 1 mussels.. so this is the spicy one.. not too bad..

Look at him.. wat look is that..haha

On the right is the other mussels.. fried one.. not too bad either.. the mussels were fresh.. and on the left.. its my pasta.. hee.. so basically.. ah dear ate only mussels..haha

Ok.. I didnt take many photos.. anyway.. I really pissed off with blogspot now.. arghh.. cant change colour.. and once its stuck with white.. i cant change to any other colour which means i cant even see wat i'm typing.. and i dun really understand html.. PISSED OFF.. BLOGSPOT.. CANT YOU FIX THIS.. ARGHH!!

Happy bday to me!

2008-10-17T22:02:00.037+08:00

Gosh.. i haven updated my blog for sooo long.. and bloody hell.. i already written this once.. and have to rewrite cos stupid blogspot jus cant change my words to white.. its like halfway here and there.. stupid blog.. anyway.. 2 saturdays ago, Shi celebrated my bday early.. we went to Fish n Co Glass house to have lunch.. Kewei and his bunch of botaks were there too..haha Bought me a strawberry cheesecake..YUMMY.. Thanks dude! anyway.. the lunch was quite good..

Afterwards, we went to Far East to trim my eyebrows and then go get my mario ds skin..hee.. so cute.. after that walk around before going to Timbre.. got no photos to upload cos my laptop is with ah hua.. so have to wait till then.. anyway.. Guowen, Colyn and ah dear came to join us at Timbre.. Too bad it was EIC.. damn.. i thought it was EIC.. not that Goodfellas isnt good.. jus that.. i really miss EIC.. haiz..

Then on 11oct.. hua and I went out to celebrate my bday.. here are the photos.. not all though.. same with hua.. same in my hp..

First photo taken.. on the mrt again..haha

Shiok Maki!!!! The best sushi ever.. hee.. Its invented by Jason's Shi fu.. absolutely delicious.. Secret recipe for the sauce.. so i dunno what to say..ahhaha all i can say is.. its the best sushi i ever had.. hee

Ah hua trying to finish every last bit on the plate..haha

Nope.. we didnt eat this right after lunch..haha we went shopping.. walk walk.. until dinner time.. we went to have seoul garden.. yummy! and no comments on my size hor..hahaha

I was almost done eating when ah hua went.. "there's shitake mushrooms you noe.." i was like WAT!?!?! so i went to get it.. then.. as a very good cook..hahaa i went to get salt and pepper as well...hahaha first time stir frying veg in seoul garden.. and it turned out well!! Cos i'm a good chef..hahaha and also cos i jus LOVE shitake mushrooms.. so its naturally delicious for me..

Look at her..haha greedy fellow..hahaha

Mmm.. enjoying her food..

After dinner.. we went to Liang Court.. hoping to go partyworld.. but it was fully packed! wth.. so we went to clarke quay.. and sat by the river.. and the river STINKS.. ... so with nothing to do.. we started cam whoring again..hahaah

Our tired feet.. haha.. my feet look sooo small beside hers..

Isnt this beautiful!! I was enjoying the smelly breeze.. then i realised.. there's a reflection of the bridge and its jus beautiful!!

Finally at 12am.. 12oct.. we got into party world.. I was singing singing.. suddenly ah hua wanted to go toilet AGAIN.. as usual i didnt think much.. then suddenly she came back with Jason, Alex and Terry!!!!! surprise celebration!! GOSH!! I cant believe they are working together! haha So touched!

My sweet sweet bday cake...

Happy 23rd bday!!!!

Thanks my bff ah hua!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are the BEST!!!

Thanks my dearest ah dear!!! sooo sweet of you!!!!! though you look really tired in this photo..haha poor boy..haha

Terry, Alex and me..Si Terry.. why cant smile issit?!

Ah dear bought me a LV bag!!! and its a big one.. gosh.. so ex until i dun dare to touch it...hahaha so afraid to even scratch it slightly.. hahaah anyway.. Jason's sister bought me a Stitch!! I call it Stitch Tan cos Jason doesnt like it.. so i mus make it family so he wun tear it apart..haha anyway.. look at that EXTRA.. how many times i mus do this then he will stop appearing in my photos..haha

Finally.. a proper photo.. jus Stitch Tan and me..hee

After Ktv.. all of us went home.. hua came to stay overnight at my place.. she hasnt done that like for decades..hahaha *exagerating*.. anyway.. we took neoprints that day too.. forgot to upload.. here they are..

Dun ask me what's with my neck.. and what's with hua's back..hahaha

Ok.. i was trying to say "wow.. mysterious" hahaha end up look like "i'm lost" haha and hua.. she is supposed to point at the rocket or something.. ended up.. dunno what she's doing..

Our favourite.. but then its so small.. arghh..

I like this one too.. my idea to pretend i'm hitting her.. rather than always smiling.. but i wanted her to look like.. "ouch" instead of.. "Look! i'm totally unfazed" ARGHH!!

Terry and Alex saw this and asked "why are you always the princess?! hahaa why hua has to be a cat?!" hahaha mmm.. actually i rather be the cat.. its so cute..hahaa

Ok.. i'm tired of uploading..haha so many photos.. arghh.. anyway.. Once again.. Thanks pple!!!!! That's so sweet of you guys!! Love ya!!!

Guowen's and Colyn's wedding

2008-09-14T16:52:00.017+08:00

Congratulation to Guowen and Colyn!! Went to their wedding yst.. here's the photo everyone is waiting for!

This is the dress i rent at a shop.. The only dress i have found.. *who ask me to eat so much until i cant wear my old dresses..haha* Other dresses selling on the streets are terrible.. they are NEVER simple.. they jus have to add huge ugly flowers, or some ribbons to destroy the dresses.. so i had to settle with this white one.. *which made me look like the bridemate.. *

Yan ling doing her makeup..

Peiyi doing her makeup..

Peiyi and me..

Yan ling and me

Yan ling's beautiful long hair.. nice right? that's y i am going to keep my hair from now on..haha i dun wan to look like this on my wedding *look above.. my stupid hair* "is it real?" you ask.. YES. its real hair.. no extension.. haha her hair IS THAT LONG.. haha

Nice?? If only i was slimmer and the dress was slightly shorter..haiz.. o.. and if only my hair wasnt this short.. haha

Pretending to play the piano..haha not that i dunno how to play but i was so afraid the manager comes and say.. "i'm sorry mdm.. you are not allowed to play the piano" then it will be damn embarrassing..haha

The pretty girls.. hee..

My boyfriend.................'s brother..haha nono.. should be my fiancee............'s brother..haha

From left to right: Me, Peiyi, Jia lian, Lifen, Lifen's boyfriend.. I like Lifen's dress.. Shi.. she bought it at city plaza lehz.haha dunno how you find one.. pple found such a beautiful dress.. you say dun have..haha

The gorgeous bride and her husband.. hee Brides are always pretty on their big day.. but this is the prettiest bride i ever seen.. honestly.. go see their friendster.. sooooo pretty.. *envious*

The yum seng time.. haha initially, we insisted only Wen liang should go up.. cos one wen liang = 10 speakers..haha i should have brought my video cam..haiz..

That Kewei took so many times.. and in the end.. its only when we take the photo ourselves did we look better..haha cos one has big head.. the other has double chin..hahaha so difficult to find a good angle..haha

This is hilarious.. dear and I took so many pictures.. and its always not nice..like something will go wrong.. this is the only one that we both look good.. BUT.. what happens?! THIS TERRY!!!! He's drunk.. and decided to get into the photo too.. ARGHH!! haha

The two couples.. hee.. luckily my ah dear listened to me and wore white too.. or else i will look so wrong..haha Anyway.. congrats once again!May the both of you have a blissful life ahead and have beautiful healthy children!! *can i be the god mother?? haha*

The pretty bride and me..She looks so feminine.. and I still look like a tom boy in dress..haha WHY! haha it muz be my hair.. my hair!

Alright.. tired uploading photos..haha.. tml is another day of screaming.. EEK!

Fireworks festival

2008-09-14T16:08:00.016+08:00

More photos on fireworks festival.. i jus realized i didnt upload the photos from my camera..hee..

I bought this very cute Mickey mouse for my darling Wern jia..haha Hua and I arrived early.. so we were cam whoring..haha

This is before i cut my hair..

My darling Wern Jia.. We were watching this music show.. but she's obviously not interested..haha

She prefers eating fishballs..heez..

Dad likes fishballs too.look at that greedy face..haha

My uncle, aunt and Wern Jia.. Who does she look like? my uncle?? haha no.. actually she looks alot like me..hahaha anyway.. she sits quietly at her own seat and sometimes look for me at the other end.. so adorable rite? o.. i bought candy floss for her too.. loves it..haha but she shares it with everyone too.. jus love her!

My grandma and Wern tat. He was sick that day.. had fever..

Hua and me..

Nice rite?? this is just the beginning of the show..

More photos..

2008-09-02T23:20:00.005+08:00

Just received photos from my students.. hee.. here they are..

Miss Maslin, Miss Jannah and me.. haha we are making a wish before we blow the candles.. cake bought by our students.. how sweet.. anyway.. the point is.. I LOOK LIKE I'M PRAYING.. hahaah plus that red bag..hahaah so auntie!

Group photo!! Combine class of 3 nobility and 3 achievement.. Once again.. thanks pple for making my first teachers' day the best one!

Happy Teachers' Day!!

2008-09-01T23:26:00.014+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day!!! To all the noble teachers in the world and to myself..hahaha The last post was about the naughty students i made.. and this post is about how SWEET they are..hahahaha

On teachers' day, our school have a celebration and then the counsellors prepared a surprise teachers' reception.. the food was excellent.. but i was pulled out of it before i could even finish my food.. my dearest classes have prepared another celebration at the canteen.. so sweet of them..

Jinwen and me.. she's the one who planned it all.. Thanks dear..

This is Easwari... also one of the planners.. pretty ya? its so nice to be young..and they are so tall and slim... arghh.. y was i NEVER slim..

Javi and Senthuja.. Very nice ladies.. Esp Javi.. she's always paying attention no matter how screwed up i am..haha

Fidly.. the Chairperson.. he's sooooo tall.. and always teasing me for being short.. "Miss Ting.. where are you Miss Ting?? (lifts his head high up and pretends not to see me)" Evil!

Habibah and me.. Another very sweet girl.. look at that smile.. sweet ya?

Zhi hao.. so difficult to make him speak in class.. always talking in class!! but.. he's a nice boy other than that..haha polite and sweet.. Hopefully he learns something in my class..

Counsellor Kah Wei..haha always helpful.. always polite.. except he likes to call me by my name sometimes.. playful.. and there are times he falls aslp in my class.. haha.. *cant blame him... i used to slp in my eng class when i was in sec sch too.. oops!*

Ming Wei.. Look at his face.. now.. tell me.. what kind of guy do you think he is? Cheeky?? BINGO!! haha Sometimes he's super talkative *or rather most of the time he's talkative*.. and he is always saying "cher.. you so pretty.. " *Winks* Glib tongue right? *it does makes me feel happy though..hahahahahaah*

Anyway.. it was a wonderful first Teachers' Day at my sch.. I got so many presents and there are many hand made piece which really touches my heart.. hee.. there are more photos but not in my cam.. muz get it from them.. Honestly.. they are so nice to me.. i jus wonder.. What have i done to deserve all these??? Let's see.. my lessons are boring.. and i'm soooooo blur.. i was late for class a few times.. there was once i didnt know there was class!!.. mm..i even wonder if i taught them anything??.. and i shout alot.. scolded them a few times.. even the girls.. sometimes they ask me qns that i cant even ans.. hahahah.. so.. why are they so nice to me?? hahaha.. i feel like instead of me enlightening and teaching them.. i think they are teaching me and guiding me.. I learn alot from my short time at the sch.. and becos they are soooooooo nice.. it really pushes me to do better and not give up..

Will I meet such a wonderful batch of students in another sch?? So gonna miss them when i leave.. can i not leave?? hahaha

Ok.. anyway.. here's some pictures of the fireworks festival i went 2 weeks ago.. its BEAUTIFUL.. I videotaped it.. and its like 17min long.. worth 1.5million ok?! the fireworks are soooo close that i thought its going to hit me.. its jus so beautiful..

Wern Jia also went.. and I bought her a mickey mouse balloon..hee. I jus love her so much.. anyway.. she was so afraid of the fireworks when i see her after the show.. her eyes still had tears..hahaha

I want to go home!

2008-08-27T11:31:00.007+08:00

Here I am.. sitting in my office.. or you probably call it the staffroom.. HAIZ.. i was supposed to meet my bff and have lunch at Liang court.. MY liang court.. MY curry rice.. MY calpis.. My tidbits! ARGHH!! but now i'm stuck here.. cos all the teachers in charge of the inline skating for the fitness club isnt free today.. SO.. I have to do it.. at first i thought ok la.. not very late.. THEN.. its 3.30 to 5pm.. God help me.. 5pm! that breaks the record for the latest time i have gone home since the start of my job..haha I actually dun mind staying.. but why? why today!? when i have nothing to do.. no one asks me.. when i suddenly have such a craving to eat my curry rice.. i get this.. ARGHH! Best thing is.. i cant join in the skating cos i didnt bring socks.. so what am i going to do?? i probably hide in my small little cubicle to play my DS LITE..

YES! DS LITE!! WEEEE!! I BOUGHT MY DS LITE!!!! hahaha its so fun.. haha my bro says i will get bored with it soon.. hopefully not.. at least till i gone to Africa and back..cos then i have something to do in the 10hours plane ride.. anyway.. as i was saying.. its so FUN! I'm currently playing the Trauma.. a game where you can do surgery on.. but i'm stuck at this stage where i jus keep failing.. *anybody can help me?* so i started playing pirates of the carribean.. omg.. thats so fun..haha cos like my bff.. i like to play either very cute games.. or those where i can go stage by stage.. those where the character can jump here and there.. and kill those little useless enemies.. then you come to a stage with a powerful enemy.. yupz! pirates of the carribean is this sort of game.. so fun.. and i can dual one to one with those bad guys like sao feng.. babossa.. AND the graphics arent too bad! I can see Johnny Depp and Orland Bloom very clear.. haha *precisely why i got the game in the first place..hee*

ok.. I tried Nintendogs too.. *the rating not too bad.. * but.. i got bored la.. hahaha i have to shout into the mic all the time.. AND the bloody dog doesnt understand me.. *i named him piggy..haha* so i keep going.. "piggy. " * have to be in the same tone as how i recorded it somemore. kns* "piggy...." "PIGGY" "PIGGY!!!!!!!!!!" sometimes he finally hears me.. sometimes.. i have to jus whistle in the end.. kns.. then "sit down" *again most be same tone.. kns* "sit down" "SIT down" SIT DOWN" "SIT DOWN!!!!!!" and he just keeps showing me the qns marks.. wth.. he does understand "shake" pretty quicky though.. and i tried teaching him to lie down.. totally chaotic..haha so i am so giving up soon..

O.. as a teacher.. i actually play this game call imagine teacher..hahaha not too bad.. i get to teach the adorable kids.. AT LEAST THEY ARE LISTENING TO ME QUIETLY.. AND PAYING ATTENTION.. AND NOT USING MP3.. AND NOT BEING RUDE.. AND NOT TRYING TO SKIP CLASSES!!!! ok.. stop.. calm down.. HONESTLY!! WHY ARE YOU JUST LISTEN AND PAY ATTENTION FOR JUS A FEW HOURS?! okok.. shh.. i mus relax..

Since we are at this topic.. i have constantly told my students abt paying attention.. abt not giving them any more chances.. AND YET.. i have to repeat every single lesson..

me: "Class stand"
still talking.. walking around
me: "CLASS STAND"
some stands up but continue to talk.. some still playing with rubbish
me: "EH CLASS!! HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE!"
finally catches most of their attention.. turns around.. keeps quiet.. some still not standing
those standing: "OI! STAND LA! "
those sitting: ?????? still in their own world..

imagine.. imagine you have to do this EVERYDAY.. EVERY SINGLE LESSON.. gosh.. and that's not the end.. while teaching.. they are either talking or sleeping.. and the sad thing is.. there ARe some who are trying to listen and learn! Mind you.. i tried to make the class interesting.. I racked my brains to come up with games and activities to teach instead of just nagging the whole lesson.. and this is how they are.. some really look like they are enjoying.. BUT others are disrupting! and worse.. they start cheating.. and then blame each other.. "CHER... NOT FAIR".. kaoz..

see? its sooooo hard to be a good teacher.. haiz.. Of cos.. i muz say.. till now.. i still enjoy teaching..ahhahaha sometimes.. i walk into the class.. and i really dunno to laugh or to scream.. kids do the darnest things man.. and they say the weirdest things..

eg.1
Two of my students skipped class.. i have repeated said.. line up in twos.. and move to the music room QUIETLY.. yet.. after almost half the lesson.. two of them were missing.. so.. this is serious.. so one of the classmates volunteered to get them.. and he got them.. they came in.. i took out my beta form *the form to send them to counselling and demerit points.. * i already finished filling it.. and then i asked them * i usually talk to them first to see if they deserve a second chance.. or rather the 100th chance*

Me: where did you go?
Boy A: in the classroom
ME: why are you in the classroom?? i said to move to the music room rite?
Silence.. and then shows me the "go to hell" look
Boy A: cher.. he stomache.. then he tell you but you ignore him..so he just ran to the toilet
ME: did you tell me?
Boy B: ya! But you ignored me!
ME: you want to go toilet.. you come to me and SAY it to me.. you shout from the back of the class.. how can i hear?? Dont you know that your class is always so noisy?!
Silence.. Boy B gives the watever look
To boy A: then where did YOU go? He go toilet you must follow?
Boy A: no.. he run to the toilet.. i help him take toilet paper..

see? this is the time where i dunno to laugh or cry.. what kind of excuse it that? anyway.. i would have let them off if they jus APOLOGIZE and be polite.. but NO.. they are still so rude.. so i sent the chairperson to escort them to the counselling room.. but they didnt go in... end of the lesson.. they came back.. and beg for mercy.. I let them off.. cos i'm jus too kind..hahaha i did talk to them again anyway..haha

Eg. 2

HAppens on the SAME day..
2 boys were talking and talking non stop in my class despite giving them thousands of warnings.. so i told them to stand up.. you would expect them to keep quiet rite? no.. they dun.. they actually start walking around talking and disrupting others.. so.. no choice.. to make sure the ones who wanna learn dun lose out.. i sent the two of them out.. again to counselling..

They came back with the form.. and wrote..
Boy A:"I was talking to boy B but he didnt replied. Then i laughed. NOt loudly but Miss Ting was beside me.

Boy B:" Boy A was talking to me but i didnt replied. Then suddenly Miss Ting ask me to stand. Then I just stand. Then suddenly she ask me to go counselling room.. then I know i cant talk back to teachers so i just go.

... what shit is that? they were talking and talking.. and i already REPEATEDLY warn then and told them to keep quiet.. anyway.. so i asked them

ME:" so you were not talking to him? then Boy A is talking to himself????? and then he started laughing to himself???"
even the counsellor also asked the same qns..

eg3
This is even better.. SAME DAY again.. 2 boys wanted to go to the toilet.. so i gave them the pass.. which has a handphone strap on it.. NYLON made.. They came back some 5 to 10 min later.. and then BEFORE i even opened my mouth to scold them.. one of them started to shout first..

Boy A: WAT CHER?! I DIDNT DO IT! I DUNNO!! I JUST HOLD THE PASS THEN SUDDENLY HE SAYS YOU DIE LIAO.. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING LO! NOT MY FAULT WAT! HOW CAN YOU SEND ME TO COUNSELLING JUST LIKE THAT?! THEN YOU WANT SEND YOU CANT WAIT TILL TOMMORROW? WHAT IF I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO NOW?! *it happened to be the last lesson*

Me: Why are you shouting? I haven even opened my mouth? I just want to know what happened.. why do you have to shout? *I didnt even say i was sending them to counselling.. SIAO*

BoyA: I WHERE GOT SHOUT! I SPEAK LIKE THAT ONE LO.. THEN YOU DONT BELIEVE ME~!

Me: Are you hearing yourself?? Are you telling me you were holding this pass.. and then SUDDENLY it jus broke? and ALL THE STRAINS started coming out on its own and it became like this? *all the strings have come off and it doesnt even looked like a strap anymore*

Friend who didnt go to the toilet but stayed back to watch the commotion: "pls la..how can this become like that on its own"

Boy A: " diam la"

Me: "alright.. if you spoil it.. why must you be so rude? and start shouting?"

Boy A: "I WHERE GOT SHOUT. AND I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WAT"

Me:" alright.. fine.. since you think i'm jus bias for not believing you.. let's go to the counselling room and you can explain yourself. see if the counsellor believes you.

So all of us went.. including the friend who didnt go to the toilet..

Counsellor:" what happened?"
BoyA: "I asked her if i can go toilet. then she give me the pass"
Counsellor:"who is she?"
BoyA:" Miss Ting"
Counsellor:" then call her name. respect your teacher right?"
BoyA:" So Miss Ting gave me the pass and then i was walking with it when suddenly he tell me one string come out le.. you die.. then i pass the pass to him while i hold the strap *which is attached to the pass* and walk lo.. then suddenly we turn and see become like that liao"

Counsellor:"Why did you have to pass part of the pass to him?"
BoyA: huh.. i jus pass to him then we walk lo.. spoilt le ma.. then i scared it breaks
Counsellor:" The sensible thing to do is to hold the entire thing in your hand right? why do you have to pass one side to him? I know you ar.. you were playing afool rite? THis is not an easy material to tear ya? it requires some strength to cause it to become like that"
Boy A:" I dunno la.. I didnt do anything la. I wasnt playing.. it jus become like that"
counsellor:"why do you have to shout then? if you spoilt it, you can just tell your teacher and apologize.. Miss Ting isnt going to hang you wat"
Boy A:"I didnt do anything wat."
Counsellor:"Come on la speak the truth.. we all want to go home right?"
BoyA:" I didnt play with it. I dunno"

And it could have gone on forever.. anyway.. in the end.. he admitted either one of them could have walked too fast.. haha and "accidentally" pulled the thing.. which still boils down to the point where.. its NYLON.. anyway.. he jus apologized but the way he said it.. obviously he still dun think he's at fault.. not even abt the point where he was shouting..

Can you imagine all of that happened in A DAY?! so eventful rite? but that's also wat makes teaching so interesting..haha cos there's always something new each day.. Some students just told me not long ago that a boy in their class was eating lollipop yst and then cos it was stuck in his front tooth.. he decided to use the stick to pluck it out.. and in the end..

Boy:" what is this? Why the lollipop sharp sharp one??"
hahaha.. guess?? its part of his teeth!!! omg.. hahah i laughed so hard i was tearing up.. i cant believe it.. now he has a gap between his two front teeth..hahaha

alright.. so much for this post.. i got to go watch them skate... haiz..

Update

2008-08-12T08:23:00.002+08:00

Look.. i changed the colour of my words..hahaha cos have been receiving complaints abt the red font.. but i thought it was fine.. unless u read my whole blog at one go.. then ya.. *right shi?? haha* anyway.. i'm actually sitting at my desk at the moment.. waiting for class to start.. its common test week.. first time invigilating.. hahaha.. will be marking the papers too.. first time marking too.. haha so many first times lately..

Anyway.. Dear and I brought Wern Jia out yst.. so adorable.. the moment i stepped into my grandma's house.. she jumped up from her "bed".. hahaa so excited abt going out.. anyway.. then in a flash.. she was all ready to leave.. brought her to Shokudo to meet ah dear.. and everyone was like.. "this is jason's daughter??!" ... haha pls ar.. i'm still very young ar.. though i wouldnt mind having such an adorable, obedient daughter.. hahah..

We had lunch there.. where Wern Jia was busy playing with the slide at the playground rather than eating... *all jason's fault.. pamper her so much* then we went to suntec to shop for toys.. cos it's her bday in a week.. so early present.. she was jus choosing all sorts of things la..haha... in the end.. got her a toy pony.. pocket size..haha and also a mickey mouse notebook.. o..and she also bought a candy with a dolphine head.. as well as 2 lollipops..hahahhaahah

At night.. we had dinner at my grandma's place.. and then she started saying.. "book".. so we all thought she wanted a book but didnt noe which one.. then we thought.. "box"?? hahaha so we thought it was a toy we didnt buy.. cos she's too young for that.. her dad then told her we threw it away.. omg.. she started to tear up..hahaha THEN! ah dear suddenly say.. mayb its lollipop??? hahahahaha so i took out her lollipop and she smiled..hahah nod her head furiously..haha it was only after she found her lollipop was she willing to go bathe..

What a tiring day...

New phase of my life..

2008-07-22T23:38:00.011+08:00

Work has finally started.. and i dun wanna say too much here.. in case my students manage to find my blog somehow..hahaha but i muz say.. they are quite nice *at least up till now..haha* First day was more chaotic cos i was very lost.. but second day was perfectly fine.. managed to gain control.. think i can really learn alot from moe.. anyway.. my job is pretty cool.. cos the govt has been pushing for 5-day week.. I dun have to go back on weekends!! plus.. my class ends pretty early.. and cos i dun have anything to mark for the time being.. i can go home!! hee..

Ok.. anyway.. Hua and I took neo prints like 2 days in a row before i started work.. *after we came back from tioman.. argh... missing tioman again.. *

Blehz..

2008-07-19T09:35:00.003+08:00

Yawnz.. its now 9.35am.. why am i awake!?!?! Let's see.. i'm probably used to waking up early cos that's what we do in Tioman.. but this is Singapore! and wat am i to do on early in the morning on a saturday where everyone else is slping?!

Anyway.. i cant believe how stupid and blur i am.. for the hundredth time.. i'm screwing up my work.. this time.. as usual.. *what is wrong with me.. * after reminding myself times and times again to read the moe letter very very closely.. i jus happily missed out the fact that I wasnt told what time to report to work on mon.. by the time i got back from Tioman.. and read the letter again.. it says "pls contact the principal PRIOR to the date of assumption of duty for further instructions" and that's it.. its already a saturday.. damn.. no one is answering my calls at the school!!!!!! NOW WHAT?!

Anyway.. my dearest Ruva told me its ok.. cos no one really cares and if i really cant find the staff.. jus report to sch at 7am.. o.. and i checked.. its actually racial harmony day on monday.. how nice.. now i'm waiting for shi to reply me.. haha cos her sis study there and she can tell me what time they start sch as well as hw to get there..

So.. pple.. you might be wondering where am i teaching? HA! Naval base secondary!!!! hahaha ya.. i can hear screams from here.. cool it pple.. i'm teaching English and music.. though there's no music in sec schools?! dunno my english can make it ant.. look at the way i type..haha anyway.. I also went to visit their website.. *cos was desperate to find a contact no.*.. My form teacher has already left the school.. how nice.. no one to take care of me.. haha other teachers like Mr subash, Miss Tay, Mrs Leong, Miss Yzelman.. still around.. but other than Mr subash.. i doubt any of the others remember me.. afterall.. i was an invisible girl in the school.. all i did was study, do homework.. and run home the moment the bell rings.. ok.. I do fall aslp pretty often in my physics lesson.. but hello.. if not for HU JIN SHENG and PBEAR, no one would have realised i was slping..hahaha

And mayb some pple will remember me as the prefect who simply couldnt pronounce the words "chua" and "sepak tahraw".. dun even know how to spell.. o.. and to some ex-prefects.. the girl who likes to tuck in her shirt right in front of the flag.. *why the hell i did that for?!* or.. mayb.. the one who always striving to get first place in class.. hahaah honestly.. i'm jus a nerd in secondary school.. but hey.. i have my logic.. and youngsters.. you may wanna follow..

like i always say.. jus do your job as a student well.. finish your homework.. make sure u score well in ur tests and exams.. then who cares if you go out shopping everyday?! it all boils down to responsibilty.. as long as you dun smoke, dun take drugs, dun commit crimes.. you wan to have fun, want your freedom.. jus make sure you be responsible for your job as a student and as a child of your parents lo.. honestly.. i always play downstairs with those crazy pple.hahha till like 12am.. sometimes also ton outside... my mum and dad also nv scold.. only nag abit.. y? cos i constantly make sure i obtain best results and i be responsible for myself ma.. so what do they have to complain?? haha its not like i'm taking drugs or anything that will destroy my life.. haha

ok.. early in the morn.. nothing to do.. start to nag.. anyway.. hopefully my students wun hate me..hahahaha i mean.. i'm not the kind of teacher who wanna scold every naughty student or who looks down at them.. from my experience.. i'm the kind of teacher with "pls bully me" written on my head.. like even obedient student tends to become alittle naughty around me *as experienced in cristostupid*.. dunno why the hell is this happening to me.. no doubt i'm very patient with students.. anyway.. jus dun touch my car ok? hahahahaa * i might drive to sch sometimes*.. dun TOUCH my car..haha and pls.. no nicknames..hahahaha *cant wait to see what kind of nicknames i will get.. i used to be the one to give nicknames not be nicknamed..haha*

Ok.. so nbss! here i come! behold the terror! haha

I love Tioman!!!!!

2008-07-17T20:30:00.053+08:00

I'm back!!!! Back from Tioman!!! omg.. i miss the place sooooooo much.. i had such a great time there, i almost didnt wanna come back home..haha Hua and I even extended our stay from 3d2n to 4d3n..hahaha so fun.. Anyway.. we stayed at Berjaya Tioman and from what i discovered.. Berjaya caters more towards pple who wanna jus go there and relax.. de-stress.. not really for adventurous sports.. if you like watersports.. its better to go to Paya beach resort.. I think.. haha.. cos most youngsters went to Paya Beach resort and only older pple.. like hua and I went to Berjaya..haha but i totally loved it.. cos the pple there are so nice, so friendly.. and its jus great to be able to take things slowly.. do whatever you like and at whatever time..haha..

Day 1: I HATE THE FERRY..haha

We chose to travel via coach and ferry.. and that's the WORSE part.. or rather the only terrible part of the whole trip.. cos the ferry is so freaking cold.. how cold? imagine wearing jeans, plus jacket zipped all the way up to the neck.. and u are still freezing as if you are standing in a freezer naked.. arghh... not to mention.. the ferry was rocking so badly.. i almost puke.. the first time round.. i didnt noe there was a toilet in the ferry and i actually had to tahan for 2hours.. my bladder nearly exploded..

the whole journey really tire us out.. *plus we didnt slp the night before* we reached Tioman at about 1.30pm.. what we learnt?
RULE NO. 1: DO NOT MISS SLP THE NIGHT BEFORE
RULE NO.2: DO NOT TAKE THE COACH AND FERRY.. CHOOSE BERJAYA AIR

This is wat lack of slp do to you..

Taken before boarding the stupid ferry.. we are waking up.. but still super tired..

The stupid ferry..

Cold!!

Super excited

Beautiful scenery!!

Beautiful Tioman!!!

Yay!! We finally reached Tioman!!! See?? We have finally woke up!

Our room! Its like a small hut by itself..

Look at this auntie.. ready to make Calpis for me le..hahaha

Beautiful bed..

omg..the flashlight.. anyway.. it rained the moment we stepped intothe our room.. so we took our time to unpack.. and also cos we are so tired.. we had no strength to go for any activities..

Ready to go!

I thought it jus rained.. so it would be cold and brought my jacket.. i was so wrong.. i love the sea! the beach! the sun!! omg!!

The water is so clear!

What is she reaching for????

Leaving our footprints there!

We took like 5 shots of this pose cos this ah hua jus couldnt OPEN her eyes.. so she resorted to hiding behind me.. -_-"

Once again.. my photography skill is just superb..

Woo!!

I never knew i could jump so high..haha

Sunset.. beautiful rite?!

We went for a bbq buffet dinner.. it was hilarious.. we were busy eating the delicious bbq food at first.. then suddenly.. the ambience and the fact that we haven slept at all since the night before.. we were practically falling aslp eating.. never knew that was possible..haha

After the tiring dinner.. we managed to use our remaining energy to visit the beach bar where there was a live band.. once again.. the ambience is terrific..

Day 2: Snorkeling and skin diving!

Having re-energized ourselves.. day 2 was a day of activities.. first up.. snorkeling.. it is included in the package we booked and so its a free snorkeling trip at Rheggis Island.. *is that how u spell??*

Getting ready for our snorkeling trip.

This is my outfit for day 2.. pls ignore the hair..haha jus woke up..

Look at my tired face..anyway.. i'm drinking tea to wake myself up..

Omg.. i can totally feel the morning breeze just by looking at this photo.. we were so tired.. yet so excited abt the snorkeling trip.. mayb for hua.. its more of nervousness.. haha *she has a phobia of water*

This is where we are going.. Actually.. we wanted to upgrade our snorkeling trip with 40rm and get to travel to 3 different islands and supposedly see more variety of fish and corals.. but.. cos that package was fully packed.. we had to make-do with the free snorkeling trip..

All ready to go.. except.. hua keeps running to the toilet..haha cos she's nervous.. and when she's nervous.. she needs the toilet..haha

Anyway.. the trip as told to us by the person, was supposed to be half an hour to the most, 1hour.. cos there really isnt that much to see.. and the tide was quite high cos it rained.. After hua finally came out of the toilet for the 2nd time.. we started out to Rheggis island.. too bad we couldnt take any photos cos any non-waterproof thing are not allowed.. once we got there.. we began to get into the water.. the guide first.. me.. and then nervous hua.. haha

It was hilarious.. this hua ar.. began to panick the moment she touched the water.. screamed and grabbed the guide to tight.. hahah poor me.. was force to hold the whole piece of bread.. AND cos the guide was so busy with her.. he had no time for me.. kns.. i got my goggles on and the guide who didnt really know english.. jus kept saying.. "ok? go!".. then hua and I started to scream again

Hua: AHH!! water coming into my goggles..*chokes*
Me: WAIT!! bread!! i haven put my goggles on properly yet!! *considering i only have one hand to put it on.. kns.. the other holding the bread which no one seems to wanna help me hold it.. *

i think the struggling and screaming took abt 15 min cos water kept getting into hua's goggles *and its becos she's breathing with her nose whenever she panicked and all the screaming and laughing caused the goggles to move..* finally after all that chaos.. somehow.. we managed to move.. then after awhile.. the guide brought us to some rocks.. told us to stay there while he fetches some divers.. and so we did..

So.. with the guide gone.. who is hua going to grab??? ME! hahaha and boy.. it hurts.. she grabs so hard! I had to shout a few times for her to loosen her grip before she finally hears me above all her screamings..haha then i decided.. instead of standing on the rock screaming.. let's snorkel alittle.. so i told her to grab my life vest.. and i will swim.. then after a while.. the tide became stronger again.. so i tried to swim but everytime i move forward.. dear ah hua pulls me back.. -_-"..

ME: Pedal!! i cant move!!
hua: AHHHH!!!
ME: Pedal!!!! oi!! hello??!
hua: AHHH!!!

luckily.. the guide comes back in time.. and he got help from another guide.. hahaha obviously.. he realised he cant look after 2 of us alone..haha and we got up the other guide's boat.. and he started explaining..

Guide: You cant swim in this tide with the life vest.. who knows how to swim?
ME: me.. she doesnt.
Guide: ok.. first.. *to hua* your lifevest is too loose..
He tightens her.. and broke mine...haha.. wth..what's more.. hua actaully bit the goggles so hard it broke.. haha
And then.. he asked if i could swim again.. and here comes the best part.. he told me cos he's so free.. he's going to teach me to skin dive! no need to wear lifevest... so that i can swim.. and snorkel.. and dive into the sea to catch nemo and touch the corals!!

This is the best part of the trip.. hua and I were separated.. so i dunno what happened to her.. but she told me she saw a water snake.. and that seems to be the only thing she remembered..haha *she also has a phobia against snakes* as for me... i had such a great time! I learnt to dive.. i managed to touch some corals, held the sea cucumber which kept urinating whenever i lift it out of the water.. i picked up a starfish which was round?? haha i also caught nemo in my hands!!!! it was so cute!! it jus kept swimming in my palms.. so cute!! and the guide told me to put it back to its house cos if i jus let it go.. it will be eaten by other big fish.. i really fell in love with the nemo..haha its jus so small and adorable.. I also saw so many different fish.. i hate the pool of ikan bilis.. cos THEY kept biting me.. it doesnt hurt that bad.. and no scars.. but jus felt like being poked by needles.. I saw so many different fish of different sizes, colour, shapes.. i even saw a small shark.. so cool.. I LOVE SKIN DIVING!! hee..

I jus wished i had a waterproof cam.. arghh.. the only thing i can do now is to keep the memories locked in my head.. the moment i climbed into the boat.. i felt like puking.. and i did.. damn.. the current was jus too strong.. anyway.. i got back half an hour later than hua.. and she was already there.. taking photos of me.haha in total.. we actually snorkel for 3 and a half hours.. so much for "nothing much to see"

Back from skin diving.. can spot me??

Taken by hua.. who was already waiting for me when i got back..

After that.. we proceeded to the swimming pool.. to relax.. have a drink.

Happy us..

What's better than a ice cold beer on a hot day like this..

Hua had orange juice.. and look at the pizza!! this is called pizza diablo.. its tasty.. *though not better than the one in timbre* hungry!

Cos my back is burnt.. *i didnt put sunblock on my back cos i didnt know i was going to take off my life vest and skin dive* and so.. i had to tan my front.. jus so i dun look like a zebra..

Pple are so friendly until you dun have to ask someone to take a picture for u.. the moment you raise ur hand to try and self take.. someone appears and offers to take a picture for u.. so nice rite?

We went back.. bathed.. and got ready to have dinner.. another feast!!

Another beautiful sunset..

While waiting for the steamboat to be served.. we saw this handsome guy.. hahaha.. and i pretended to be taking pictures of hua and took a picture of him..haha

Our steamboat feast.. also early celebration for hua's bday..

Look at her.. so happy..

We wanted to go to their ktv.. but there was no one at all.. and there were no rooms.. jus a common area.. which we have no intentions of singing songs we dun really know and make fools out of ourselves.. so we went to the beach bar again..

Day 3: Slacking day

We were supposed to go home that day.. but cos we jus love the place so much.. we jus couldnt bare to leave.. hee.. so after lots of phone calls.. we managed to make an extention.. *we had to make it anyway.. cos we freaking missed the bus and the ferry..* so we carried our bags back to the room.. and carried out our slacking day..

First up.. we wanted to go snorkeling again.. as in.. i go.. haha.. cos we didnt bring a waterproof cam and we wanted to get a waterproof cam and then i go take a few pictures.. but in the end we didnt cos i wasnt feeling too well.. so we went to the beach to sun tan and enjoy the breeze and water..

This is how our room or hut looks like..

After alittle sun tanning, alittle swimming.. we went back to our room to have lunch.. we wanted to finish our cup noodles.. so we also ordered room service.. yummy..

We took a nap after that.. and went to play pool at night.. this game of pool took like an hour..haha cos hua didnt know how to play.. and as usual.. one of the hotel employees came to teach her how to play..

Day 4: Back home

After breakfast.. we say goodbye to the sea..sob sob..

And so we went home.. happy and satisfied!
I want to go back to Tioman again soon!!!!!!!!

Farewell party

2008-07-17T18:46:00.016+08:00

FINALLY!! Cristostupid days are OVER!! On 13th of july.. all of the teachers and some ex staffs went to pizzahut and kbox to celebrate my release as well as Winston, Weiyi and Nanjun's bday..

From left to right: Alfie, Weiyi, Nanjun, Huey miin, me and Verlyn.. waiting outside pizzahut for seats..

Wei yi and I.. so hungry..

Amk family.. the happy family..

Nanjun, Weiyi and me..

Crazy heidi and Lee san..

Like i always say.. i have terrific photography skills.. haha..

Presents!! yay!!

My new watch!! Love it so much!!

Crazy alfie and heidi.. see them dance under the influence of Nanjun's voice..haha

My new watch.. hehe the red one.. so pretty..its so "me"!! The other watch belongs to Weiyi..haha haolian..

Verlyn, Weiyi and me

At 12am, we celebrated Nanjun's, Weiyi's, and Winston's bday.. 1 cake 3 birthday boy and girls..

The men of our branch.. haha.

Last photo.. This is a photo of what always happen when we are together.. Weiyi always give this kind of innocent look.. while i wanna strangle her..haha Chip and dale.. Who's chip and who's dale?? so obvious.. haha

Ok.. to end this post.. i muz leave a message for all my beloved amk colleagues.. Thanks so much for the present.. really love it.. and without you guys.. i doubt i can survive that terrible place.. Continue to fight for your rights! stay strong! Jia You!!

What an unlucky day!

2008-07-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

Yst... I went to Shi's bday chalet.. and boy was it an unlucky day for me.. It rained cats and dogs while i was on my way there.. then after that.. I was forced to play mahjong with money.. and the thing is.. I NEVER won any money in gambling.. no matter wat game.. really.. in runs in my family.. haiz.. So.. as usual.. I lost money too.. only $4 though.. cos we played really small.. plus gary was nice enough to give me all his winnings to cover my lost.. haha..

Then.. a few of us were playing a prank on shi where she had to use her mouth to get the strawberry buried deeply in the cake out.. I just couldnt resist the temptation to press her head down into the cake though.. and i got my retribution.. i was cut by the wire gauze for the bbq while running away from the angry shi.. damn.. it really stabbed into my foot.. like it couldnt stop bleeding even though it was a very small cut.. so suay.. so unlucky!!!!

THEN.. as expected.. I was told i'm fat again.. I mean.. really.. its very very expected.. but.. I thought.. probably.. once or twice and they will just let it go.. BUT NO! cos there this UGLY GIT who decided to remind me throughout my time there.. I mean.. i'm really ok with FRIENDS who come up to me and who are really concerned... they may say "hey.. you are really growing.. what's up.. o.. you are exercising? ok.. jia you!" That's telling the truth and still support you.. that what are FRIENDS for.. but some pple.. some CHILDISH pple wouldnt.. they will tell the whole freaking world.. "hey.. look how fat she is.. she's REALLY growing! gosh!" yupz.. familiar rite? I bet most woman faces that constantly..*hey! i have got a solution for women like me out there.. read on!*

Of cos.. i was really glad I had a few matured friends who were nice.. *thanks sheng.. i know you are concerned and you know i'm upset.. but i wont let such idiots destroy me..haha" so.. anyway.. i was thinking.. "if he says i'm fat ONCE MORE.. I WILL.. tell him how ugly he is! BECOS.. my fav line now is.. "i'm fat.. but you are UGLY!" and.. I havent used it on anyone yet.. cos it is usually jus telling myself to me myself feel better.. but finally..here comes the time to use it.. on rude, ugly git like him..

Ugly Git: look at her.. she's really grown ya!
Laughter..
ME: ya.. I'M FAT.. BUT YOU ARE UGLY.. THAT'S SO SAD.. I CAN SLIM DOWN BUT WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO BEING SO UGLY????????

SILENT.. SOME LAUGHTER.. hahaha I haven felt so happy in such a long time! I mean.. I actually made that ugly jerk shut up for ONCE! ONCE! omg!!! the only person who managed to recover was gary who said " its jus different.. pple who study in uni"

WAHAHA! i'm the smartest! i never felt so proud of myself before.. I never thought of myself as smart.. cos.. i always believed.. I'm jus more hardworking and thus get into uni.. and my results are always average.. furthermore.. i do think dear is smarter than me.. hahaah i can be so dumb sometimes.. anyway.. really.. that was like the best thing i ever said!!!!!!

So here's it.. to the ugly, rude, crude, dirty mouth git.. WASH YOUR MOUTH! GROW UP!! YOU SHOULD REALLY LOOK INTO THE MIRROR.. for god's sake.. if you even looked like michael wentworth or brad pit.. or you have a figure like justin timberlake.. * of you can never look that handsome and have such a figure*.. I would have jus let you humiliate me.. cos.. at least.. i'm not talking to an ugly unpleasant looking, pimples filled JERK.. YOU FORCED ME TO HUMILIATE YOU.. I WOULD NEVER HAVE DONE SO IF YOU JUST SHUT IT COS I'M NOT AS CHEAP AS YOU! HA!

Cant stand them!

2008-07-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

After posting my complaints on my blog 2 days ago, more things happened.. the past week was terrible.. let's start with those bunch of idiots in my branch..

On Thurs.. we finally received our schuedules.. and I had to ask for the Friday schedule too.. or else they are just to lazy to do it.. *when Lee san was around.. our schedules will always be out Wed-sun latest by the first day of term lo..* Anyway.. Cos i'm leaving that place.. most of my students have been transferred to our teachers.. So.. I saw my Friday schedule and saw that my first student Goh was not on my schedule anymore.. which thus means she has been transferred..

I heard from one of my colleague Miss K that she spoke to that lazy staff C before she even printed my Friday schedule..

Miss K: Hey.. so student Goh is in my schedule at 4.45pm and also in Miss Ting's file at 3pm.. so which one is she going?
C: ... eh.. Should be yours
Miss K: It doesnt say "from effect of when" does it start.
C: ...
Miss K: anyway.. just get it sort out or else Miss Ting will be really angry

So then.. she decided to remove student Goh from my schedule.. *without even calling the student to confirm

Friday... 3.15pm.. I saw student Goh standing outside..
Me: Why are you here?
Goh: ?? For lesson?
Me: but i dun have your name in my file
Goh: but i'm only supposed to transfer in mid July.. after you leave
Me: I have no idea.. you better ask the counter

She went to the counter and asked
stupid staff: HI.. are you here to collect books?
Goh: ????? i'm here for lesson
Stupid staff: are you a new students?
GOh: no..
Stupid staff: HEre to collect books?
Me thinking: HOW THICK CAN YOU GET
Goh: no.. i'm here for lesson with Miss Ting

So Stupid staff and staff C started to panick.. tried to look in the master file, the computer to find her name..

Miss K: I told you yst.. I told you to confirm which slot is she coming remember?!
staff C: She's your student at 4.45pm la!
Miss K: It doesnt state from effect of when!!
Staff C: Are there lines canceling the dates? NO.. then she starts today!
ME really pissed off: HELLO?? LOOK AT THE TIME! ITS 3.15PM FOR YOUR INFO! IF SHE IS GOING FOR MISS K LESSON.. WHY WOULD SHE COME SO EARLY FOR?!
Miss K to student GOh: so you are here for MISS TING's class now rite? and you only transfer to me in mid july rite??????
student Goh: ya..

See? how inefficient they are?!

Staff C: Miss Ting.. I need your file.. I need to correct it
ME: SO! its WRONG right?!
STaff C: ya
Me: and Miss K's one is wrong too?!
Staff C: ya

No apology.. NONE.. Its ok to make mistakes.. but hello?! making mistakes again and again AND STILL DARE TO BE SO RUDE?! NO APOLOGY?!

I;m really really glad i'm leaving that place.. Most incompetent staffs EVER!

Stupid pple!

2008-07-04T01:39:00.003+08:00

Pple who knows me and where I'm currently working will know who i'm talking abt.. recently.. after heidi left.. new staffs came in.. and they SUCK! really terrible.. INEFFICIENT.. and I dunno what they have for a brain!!! They dun do their own jobs such as getting the schedule ready BEFORE our lessons, planning our lessons APPROPRIATELY.. *like following the rules and giving only make-up class to students who have MC and not jus anyone who complains*.. instead.. they prefer to do stupid things like.. pasting notes all over the place.. checking if all the library books are signed in and out *mind you.. the"library" is the size of a small space in the cabinet*.. really doing stupid things..

A new term just begun and they didnt even managed to prepare our schedules before the term starts.. they had to print day by day and WE had to file ourselves.. the previous staff was so much more efficient.. and worse still.. they even make so many mistakes.. it was amazing! BEtter still.. they DARE to be so rude!

ME: HEy.. i thought this student has withdrawn?
Stupid staff: NO.. Have you received any withdrawal form?
Me: No.. But her mother spoke to me personally and told me she wouldn be here
Stupid Staff: No withdrawal form means no lo

HOw dumb! The student didnt pay the fees wat!! PLUS! her boss personally told the parent she cant pay for only 2 lessons and go for only 2 more lessons.. that's why she withdrew! stupid! Obviously they have a lack of communication.. and I dun doubt that considering their boss only likes to paste notes all over rather than use her mouth to speak.. What is the use of that stupid communication book they have?!

AND! this afternoon.. they DARE show us a form.. which shows the time we thumb in and out... and INSIST we sign or else "all documents muz be returned.. blah blah blah or else salaries will be withheld" .. HOW DARE THEY! in the first place.. the report is NOT EVEN ACCURATE.. my colleague who hardly even take MC.. comes to work EVERYDAY was said to have been absent for 3 days in the report.. who wans to sign that?! I DARE YOU STUPID IDIOTS TO WITHHELD MY SALARY FOR NOT SIGNING A PIECE OF RUBBISH! I WILL SHOW IT TO MOM AND MAKE SURE YOU NOT ONLY LOSE YOUR REPUTATION, YOU HAVE TO PAY BE BACK MY 3K!

Really.. Do your jobs properly before poking ur fat nose into other pple's business.. even what books we use to teach u also wanna interfere.. like hello?! you wanna teach urself?! And to the new staff.. I could jus forget it that you are RUDE, and you look like ur nose has glued itself to the ceiling.. but pls.. i cant believe you are jus an empty shell.. cant even do a good job. what is there to be arrogant about?! You are jus a veyr very small staff.. jus do yourself a favour.. DO YOUR JOB! AND STAY OUT OF MY WAY!!

Happy time
Happy day
Happy working

Our 5 and a half year anniversary..

2008-07-04T01:22:00.009+08:00

On 1st July, Dear and I went to orchard to celebrate our 5 and a half year anniversary.. we dun usually celebrate half years.. but cos we haven went out for such a long time.. we decided to just go walk walk and celebrate abit.. So.. we went to catch a movie.. the Shaolin Girl.. it was so STUPID.. seriously.. dun watch it.. its super lame.. LAME.. From the beginning.. they decided that even the monks had to be japanese and thus were struggling to speak chinese.. kns.. then the storyline was pretty stupid.. and the ending was the worse.. Shaolin Girl's real power is actually jus hugging the bad guy and that's it.. YA.. THAT'S IT.. stupid rite?

Anyway.. after that we went for dinner at shokuda pasta at cineleisure.. cos i thought it was quite good the last time we went..

Our drinks.. Mine is yuzu soda or something.. then dear's was honey lemon.. both are nice..

I ordered Meatballs with wafu sauce.. i like wafu sauce.. but the meatballs is too gelate.. how to spell? eh.. meaning.. u get tired eating too many of them.. and that day.. the chef not so good.. cos the spaghetti wasnt q enough.. like not really cooked..

Dear ordered penne in white wine soup based.. the soup is GOOD.. very good.. hot and spicy.. but really nice.. better than my half cooked spaghetti.. but dunno why he chose penne.. like eating marcaroni.. weird guy.. haha

Our dessert.. YUMMY!! Mango ice.. sooooo good.. cos its soooooo sweet.. hee.. and the ice cream on top is rock melon.. good recommendation by the supervisor.. love it!

After dinner.. I bugged Dear the whole time to go take puri.. hehe..

We didnt decorate this photo.. cos dear was so slow.. we missed out this one.. kns... all ur fault..

I decorated this one.. so nice rite? look at what dear did below..

He calls this world of shit.. can see why? haiz.. dear.. u cant make it la..haha

That was it.. it was a happy day.. Happy 5 and a half year anniversary!

Father's day and mum's bday

2008-07-04T01:01:00.008+08:00

Last month, my family celebrated father's day and my mum's bday.. On my mother's bday.. as usual we went out for dinner.. but what is different this time is.. my sis, bro and I decided to surprise her with a bday cake.. and its so sad to know that.. it was actually her FIRST bday cake.. -_-"... we never really realised we never bought a cake on her bday cos we always went out for celebration and my mum always says she prefers a simple dinner.. haha.. we scolded our dad for that.. hahahah and he, in turn scolded us.. hee

My bro, mum and I

My mum and sis..

My dad and bro..

After my mum's bday.. it was father's day.. super broke man.. we shared a present for my dad.. Goldlion belt plus wallet.. he was so happy he actually started peeling prawns for us.. *he has never done that before and according to his character.. he wouldnt usually do that..haha* It was a really comforting dinner.. *should i use the word comforting?* cos everyone was happy.. we were saying how ungentle my mum is..haha it was hilarious

Bro: What drinks you pple wan?
Dad: Orange juice
Mum: STOMACH NOT FEELING WELL STILL DRINK COLD DRINKS!
Me: .........

What should have happened in normal families..

Bro: What drinks you pple wan?
Dad: orange juice
Mum: Darling.. your stomach hasnt recovered yet.. you shouldnt drink cold drinks.. ok?

hahaha.. there was more.. but i cant remember what exactly happened.. all i remember was mum yelling and dad was nagging.. haha like mumbling.. hahahaha

We went to the steamboat porridge at amk central..

No tom yum that day cos yelling mum say dad and I are not feeling well.. so no spicy food..

They are really happy ya? Yelling mum and mumbling dad.. haha

Bro and sis.. no photos of me.. cos i was to busy taking photos..

To the East Coast Park We GO!!!!

2008-06-02T23:37:00.014+08:00

Finally.. another week over.. This week.. my darling student had to cancel our lesson.. dunno why.. so Ah dear insisted on bringing Wern Jia out.. *ya.. its Wern Jia and not Wen jia.. hee* And this time.. We decided to bring her to the beach since she has a sand castles- building kit..

When I got to her house to fetch her.. she was already dressed and standing in the corridor..haha the moment she see me.. her face brightened up.. and started waving her sand castles kit at me..haha so adorable.. anyway.. Wern Tat, my the other cousin.. also went..

Adorable isnt she? hee.. she was so excited.. haha

We started building sand castles.. or rather they are just digging..haha monkey see monkey do.. look how alike they are..

Ah dear preparing the bbq pit.. took him soooo long..

Ah dear went to the nearby shop and came back with 2 water guns.. aiyo.. then this two started a war..haha this photo so comical.. haha

Monkey see monkey do again.. haha

Look at what they did to each other.. i was stuck in the middle of their war cos i had to help Wern Jia "load" the water gun.. and that Wern Tat keep shooting me.. so I had to hide behind Wern Jia..haha it was hilarious.. she couldnt run and i was hiding behind her..haha

This is taken after the war and building the sand castles.. they already finished eating and dear decided to bring her on a walk.. how NICE.. what abt me?!

This is another monkey see monkey do.. I put my arms around ah dear.. and Wern Jia decided to do the same..haha so cute..

So cute rite..haha i didnt know she was doing the victory signs so happily..haha

Nice photo.. hee

She's totally enjoying herself in the hammock.. is that how u spell it? haha

This two ar.. they jus have to look alike.. haha "lollipop kor kor!" haha

That's it.. didnt take alot of photos cos i was too busy taking care of her and of the two big babies.. and at this very moment.. my arm feels like its going to break.. aRGHH..I had to carry her to the toilet twice cos she needed to pee and she only wans to pee in the toilet.. AND.. she wasnt wearing her shoes.. so i had to carry her.. arghh.. my arm.. going to break!! but still I LOVE her so much.. hee.. *mayb i love my ah dear too if he hadnt treated her more like his gf than me!!! humph!*

What's happening to youngster these days?!

2008-05-31T01:50:00.004+08:00

Well well.. let's see.. i just read my friend's blog.. and realised her sister just scolded her on her blog again.. so then.. i decided to post something here..

See.. i'm going to change job really soon.. in July.. and i'm going to go teach in secondary school.. then lots of pple have been telling me its very difficult to teach teenagers.. and i guess its kinda true.. for teenagers.. they are in a weird situation.. not matured.. not a child.. and they tend to think they know it all.. when they really dont..

So anyway.. i used to think.. we can talk sense to them? since they love to think they are old enough to think for themselves and thus are "reasonable".. but now.. i read my friend's blog.. and i really wonder.. what the hell is going on in their heads?

Let's see.. care and concern from family has now turned into "interference of their lives".. and just becos they might have had some LITTLE experience in working.. they believe they have seen the outside world.. and they know it.. they can jus take care of themselves... and this is shown by not going home.. jus becos they dont feel like.. not even bothering to inform their family their whereabouts even though they insist they care for their family..

so if they cared? why do they not wanna spend more time with their family? Why would they rather jus stay out and not be home for most of the week.. and let their family worry by not even informing them their whereabouts? not to mention.. treating their home like a hotel.. cant really understand them..

And then there's all this LOVE issue going on.. I can totally understand.. cos i been in love when i was in secondary school too.. at least i think i was in love..hahaah but.. i didnt go to the extend of wanting to stay out all week and be with him.. not to the extend of doing things which my parents would have objected to.. or to the extend of destroying my future? I did secretly have a relationship.. but still i went home every night *and my bf then would never have encouraged me to stay out at night all the time.. * and still.. i studied hard.. not jus becos i knew its MY future.. but also becos i thought by obtaining better results.. i can prove to my parents.. I HAVE grown up and I CAN handle my life with responsibility..

BUT what abt some youngsters now? *some.. not all* they decided its OK to jus go out and stay.. quit school.. *to the extend of jus skipping class and failing* and then expects pple to accept that they can have a boyfriend.. and expects pple to let them do what they please.. like i always say.. "how u act is how pple will treat u" if u shown responsibility.. and maturity.. pple WILL treat u with respect and believe u can handle ur own life? isnt that right??

so what is it they cant understand????

do they seriously wanna jus continue to do whatever they please.. and then one day wakes up and realised wat is supposed to be the most important to them *family, of cos* is gone?

do they wanna wake up one day and realise.. they have nothing left? *especially if their boyfriends decided to leave them*

I really wish i can understand their logic.. but i cant.. really cant..

One thing i can understand though.. "why would i bother to appreciate my family since they have always and will always be there for me no matter wat i do or not do?"