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Leaving for NIE!!!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009

I cant believe it!!!! I received my MOE letter on Thursday.. YESH!! I'm FINALLY leaving for NIE in JUNE!!!!! Its not that i wanna leave the sch asap.. its jus that i dun wanna be UNTRAINED..haha



Like i told my darling angel.. i feel so confused.. part of me.. sooooo happy that i'm finally leaving.. part of me kind bare to leave.. becos of the students..haha *not the management..hahaah* o ya.. and of cos becos of the teachers.. they are great.. *most* haha Like i said.. my students are not really "angels"..except for some.. some can be like DEVILS!! but still.. they are really fun and nice.. jus playful at times.. i can totally enjoy my time with them WHEN we are NOT in class..haha



I dunno if i will go back to the sch after NIE but then.. i wun mind though.. its really not a very bad sch.. as in the students and most teachers are really nice.. i shall not comment on the management..hahaha mayb its even worse out there.. eek! Anyway.. i cant wait to start my training either! I mean.. like my teacher said.. I seem to be becoming happier and happier teaching in sch.. and come to think of it.. its so true.. a year passed and i hardly noticed.. hee.. Its really tiring but worth it.. cos.. i dunno.. i jus feel happy when i see my students.. not becos they are very very obedient.. haha *they are definitely not*.. but they jus cheer me up.. i mean they may not hand in assignments, may not pay attention.. but they are not rude or they do cheer me up when i'm down.. wonderful kids they are.. and that makes me wanna be more competent in helping them succeed in life.. which i dun think i'm good enough yet.. *not that NIE will definitely make me good enough*



most of my stress come from feeling like i'm not good enough.. i'm jus so frightened that i may jus destroy their life..haha I mean they might feel happy with me and all that.. but at the end of the day.. if they failed their exams.. then i have failed them isnt it? ARGHH.. I dunno how to teach well..



Ok.. anywya.. i'm leaving for nie on 22th june.. meaning my last official day of sch will be before the sch holidays..hee.. yesh! haha jus gotta settle all the mid year exam stuff and i'm DONE! I hope my students pass man...



Went to sec 2 camp last week.. it was fun.. fun looking at how much my students were enjoying..haha

















Ok.. these are the boys that make me laugh but also scream in anger..haha Its jus a few of them cos the rest are nowheer to be found..

ALSO.. very imptly.. i wanted to put my beloved Love 4-1 class photos but its in my laptop not here..

Amanda's bday celebration

Not feeling well these days.. argh.. not as if i'm really sick.. its jus that.. i'm constantly tired and i keep getting faint spells... esp if i jus try to mark a few more books or stay later at sch to do some work.. my head starts to spin.. and the lights will seem to be too bloody bright for me.. by night time.. i can hardly open my eyes.. then i keep wanting to vomit.. esp every time i had a meal.. then all the food will seem to be stuck at the gastric area.. jus doesnt move down.. then i start to burp.. then cough.. and wanna vomit.. wth..

At this moment.. i'm also feeling like the com light is too bright too.. i hardly know what i'm doing right now.. as if i'm jus floating or dreaming.. am i still human?? hahaha ooooo.. i know how to describe le.. its like drinking some alcohol and feeling high but not drunk.. mmmm... doc says i have low blood pressure.. apparently.. its pretty low.. and plus lack of slp..
I slept at 7 plus on friday lo.. best.. haha.. i thought i would wake up in the middle of the night.. but NO.. when i opened my eyes.. it was 9am.. wow.. ok.. let me finish updating and i'm going to pack my bags before i slp.. going to stay at jason's place for a week cos my sis is bringing a friend home from China and they are using my room.. *also an excuse to stay at jason's place..hee like that i can see him everyday.. hee*

Anyway.. last friday, i think.. was Amanda's bday.. so we went clubbing.. cant remember where.. my memory is failing me these days.. here's the photos!



Amanda, Shi and me.. Amanda is still conscious at this moment..haha











Peifeng and Amanda..













This was taken becos i couldnt stay the noise. We were sitting next to the speakerS!!











The drunk Terry and me.. i was totally conscious throughout.. cos everytime they ask me to drink.. i DANCE..haha DANCE AWAY from them.. i'm so smart..haha











Jin Sheng, Song hua and me..


















I'm really amazed with the number of years we have known each other.. haha wow..












We started hugging each other.. actually.. strangling each other when Amanda started to..haha she was killing us..haha









Look at her strangle shi..



Now she strangles me..


Nope.. he's not my boyfriend.. i can totally here my students screaming.. he's jus an old old old old friend..hee







Someone needs to teach me how to pout beautifully..haha i look like a monster..haha
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