Michael Jackson has passed away. So sudden. I'm not really a fan of his, but i'm very touched by his music not to mention his amazing dancing. In this post, I would jus like to pay some tribute to him.
MJ's life had never been of happiness. Just listening to his story and you would actually appreciate your own life. He had everything but nothing. He had fame and money, but he never had the most important thing in life, family and friends. His father was abusive, physical AND mental. For those who didnt know, MJ had all those plastic surgery on his nose and skin colour not becos he was vain but becos he was constantly reminded by his dad how ugly his "big nose" was. Can you imagine his childhood? No friends, no life. All he ever did was work work work. He mentioned in Oprah that he cried when he saw kids playing at the playground cos he wasnt allowed to.
Now, do you understand why he's so much like a kid? He never had a childhood! Thanks to his father. He owed it to him. His whole life was destroyed. 50 years. Was he ever happy?? Have you ever wondered why a man like him who has so much fame and all the money in the world was so humble?? I bet he rather trade in all these to have a better life with a family and friends.
He was so talented. Even up till this moment, NO ONE can dance better than him. Not even Justin Timberlake. Don't believe? Go watch his dancing. You will be AMAZED. And his music. Its so inspiring. I haven heard of anyone else's music that inspiring.
He built Neverland to satisfy his inner child. He decided to share his joy with some kids and look how they repayed him. I dunno if their accusations were true but look, if your child was molested, would u be more interested in the money or some justice? apparently this very loving parents preferred money. And honestly, if you already knew he had such a bad record, would u as a loving parent, send your child to his NEVERLAND?! DUMB.. So all i want to say is, IF your accusations are fake, I hope you can live your life is PEACE. Great Job. May you have the retributions u deserve. Of cos if its true, then fine.
Lastly, I pray that MJ will have a much better life in his next life. Rest in peace. You will always be remembered.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Micheal_Jackson#1958.E2.80.9375:_Early_life_and_The_Jackson_5
Rest in peace, Michael Jackson
Monday, June 29, 2009
Update..
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Went clubbing with Shi, Sheng, Kiwi, Shaowei and Fuxing last nite.. It was alright.. I should NOT have wore heels man.. cant even enjoy dancing.. My feet still hurt now.. How stupid of me.. I should have jus wore flats.. I know what to wear the next time le!!! I'm going wear a shirt, shorts and SPORTS SHOES.. haha .. No one can see my shoes in the dark anyway.. haha
Ok.. I'm not going to upload the photos here.. too troublesome.. pple.. they are all in facebook k?
Ok.. I'm not going to upload the photos here.. too troublesome.. pple.. they are all in facebook k?
What happened to us?
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Once upon a time, a young girl was persuaded by her close friend to play with the boys under her block. It looked like fun, not to mention she noticed a cute boy among them. So she agreed.
Years after, she became close to everyone. She made many close friends, and even though the cute boy passed away, she still met her true love there. It was funny that both of them had to go through such a big round before realising that the one for them were right in front of their eyes. Many of their friends believe they were the golden couple, that they will in the end, live happily ever after.
But, this is a fairytale. This is real life. This is the cruel world we live in. Even after so many years together, they are sure they love each other as much as the first time they held hands. But like every other couples, they have problems. Even the same problems some couples have. Time has arrived that they should get married. Or they want to. Both of them work hard to earn money, to save up. But in the midst of working hard for their future, the more they worked hard, the more they lost wat was the fundamental reason to want to have a future together. They forgot to spend time together. Even if the little time they have together, it is always filled with the worry of earning more money, or saving money. They have forgotten to enjoy themselves. To enjoy their time together. Once, they used to walk in the park, holding hands, jus talking, now it has become an impractical, unrealistic activity.
The girl was ever so in love with the boy. Even now, she feels excited and happy to see him. Every time she thinks of meeting him for that short one day, she feels so happy that she breaks into smiles. But every time she sees him, she feels disappointed. Cos he always looks to stressed up. Mayb she expects too much. What she feels doesnt mean the boy has to feel it too. Not to mention boys dun often show their emotion on their face like girls. Still, it is always hurtful, disappointing when she realises that her short time with him is cut even shorter becos he needs time for his friends too. Of cos she has to understand. He only have such a short time to rest. He needs to divide his time to his girlfriend, to his friends and to his family.
Time and again, she tells herself to understand. To be more understanding. But everytime she sees him, she feels disappointment. Disappointed that he has to go drinking with his friends the day before he meets her, looking all tired and bored. Disappointed that he looks more excited to meet his friends at night then when he sees her. Yes, of cos she knows he loves her dearly. Otherwise, why would he work so hard to earn money for marriage? But she still feels sad. Disappointed. She cant even voice out her opinions becos she feels like a spoilt brat when she talks abt it. Why can't she be more understanding? Why muz she act like a child?
Maybe he jus expects too much from her. Maybe they have forgotten what is important. If this is how marriage is going to be, what's the point of marrying? What's the point when they have already forgotten the very essence of marriage?
Years after, she became close to everyone. She made many close friends, and even though the cute boy passed away, she still met her true love there. It was funny that both of them had to go through such a big round before realising that the one for them were right in front of their eyes. Many of their friends believe they were the golden couple, that they will in the end, live happily ever after.
But, this is a fairytale. This is real life. This is the cruel world we live in. Even after so many years together, they are sure they love each other as much as the first time they held hands. But like every other couples, they have problems. Even the same problems some couples have. Time has arrived that they should get married. Or they want to. Both of them work hard to earn money, to save up. But in the midst of working hard for their future, the more they worked hard, the more they lost wat was the fundamental reason to want to have a future together. They forgot to spend time together. Even if the little time they have together, it is always filled with the worry of earning more money, or saving money. They have forgotten to enjoy themselves. To enjoy their time together. Once, they used to walk in the park, holding hands, jus talking, now it has become an impractical, unrealistic activity.
The girl was ever so in love with the boy. Even now, she feels excited and happy to see him. Every time she thinks of meeting him for that short one day, she feels so happy that she breaks into smiles. But every time she sees him, she feels disappointed. Cos he always looks to stressed up. Mayb she expects too much. What she feels doesnt mean the boy has to feel it too. Not to mention boys dun often show their emotion on their face like girls. Still, it is always hurtful, disappointing when she realises that her short time with him is cut even shorter becos he needs time for his friends too. Of cos she has to understand. He only have such a short time to rest. He needs to divide his time to his girlfriend, to his friends and to his family.
Time and again, she tells herself to understand. To be more understanding. But everytime she sees him, she feels disappointment. Disappointed that he has to go drinking with his friends the day before he meets her, looking all tired and bored. Disappointed that he looks more excited to meet his friends at night then when he sees her. Yes, of cos she knows he loves her dearly. Otherwise, why would he work so hard to earn money for marriage? But she still feels sad. Disappointed. She cant even voice out her opinions becos she feels like a spoilt brat when she talks abt it. Why can't she be more understanding? Why muz she act like a child?
Maybe he jus expects too much from her. Maybe they have forgotten what is important. If this is how marriage is going to be, what's the point of marrying? What's the point when they have already forgotten the very essence of marriage?
F4 comparison
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Ok.. i'm not a kpop, jpop or taiwan pop fan.. I jus seen so many different versions of the drama, Hana Youri dango that I jus thought mayb we should jus take a look at the different actors.. or the different F4.. I'm getting pissed off at pple saying "The taiwanese version is the best!!" or "The Taiwanese F4 is the most handsome" or "the latest korean actor, Gu Ju Pyo aka Domioji aka Dao ming si, looks like the Taiwanese Yan Cheng Xu" OMG! Like hello?!?!!?! I mean everyone have different opinions of what kind of guy is handsome but can u at least not compare the korean guy with the taiwan guy?? like honestly.. HOW CAN THEY LOOK ALIKE?! Don't believe? see..
This is the very famous Taiwanese F4.. I have already chosen the better looking photo ok?
Honestly.. I like the Japanese version cos Japanese dramas are always short and Sweet.. but of cos.. if i didnt mind the length.. I will choose the Korean.. cos of the little details they added.. very precise.. And I jus think the Japanese and Korean guys look HOT.. or handsome.. really.. as for the Taiwanese version.. I dun even want to comment.. I dun even want to comment on their marvelous acting.. ARGHH..
This is the very famous Taiwanese F4.. I have already chosen the better looking photo ok?
This is the Japanese version..
This is the Korean version..
Honestly.. I like the Japanese version cos Japanese dramas are always short and Sweet.. but of cos.. if i didnt mind the length.. I will choose the Korean.. cos of the little details they added.. very precise.. And I jus think the Japanese and Korean guys look HOT.. or handsome.. really.. as for the Taiwanese version.. I dun even want to comment.. I dun even want to comment on their marvelous acting.. ARGHH..
Ok.. All these are jus MY opinions.. so if you guys out there jus find the Taiwanese guys really CUTE and HANDSOME.. then so be it.. BUT CAN YOU NOT COMPARE AND SAY THAT THE KOREAN F4 look like the Taiwanese F4? Cos THEY DUN! THEY DUN BLOODY LOOK ALIKE.. OK?? EEKZ
Ok.. I like this chart.. compares very well.. I'm watching the Korean version one now.. and I thought they looked most like the comic characters.. but now that i look closely at the chart.. the Japanese wins hands down man..
Conclusion: The korean actors are really handsome though the Japanese actors look more like the comic character.. as for the Taiwanese actors.. NO COMMENTS..
O.. And acting skills are soooooo important.. I cant even bare to look at the Taiwanese version.. pls.....
Ok.. the rest of the photos are for Hua to see.. haha I told u he is CUTE!!! This is the only version of Hana youri dango that I can understand why Xi men is a playboy lo.. One smile is all it takes.. OOOOOOO...
See????!!!! hahaha
2nd zoo trip
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Today is the 2nd zoo trip with Wern Jia. Wern Tat came along today too.. and we had soooooo much fun. Our main objective today is to bring Wern Jia to the Kidzworld at the zoo.. its a Water world for them!!!! And being very smart..haha I wore my bikini under my clothes and brought extra clothes for myself. I thought that even if i dun have to play with her.. as long as i have to bathe her.. i will be soaked.. so ya..
Cute rite!! She's already going to be 4 years old!!!!!
This is what Wern Jia would call "Mouse the grass" haha
As usual.. ah dear had to much fun and he acted like the dad again.. except he now has a bluetooth stuck in his ear the whole time.. completely annoying.. mayb one day i will destroy it "accidentally" hahahaa
Cute rite!! She's already going to be 4 years old!!!!!
Wern tat, Wern Jia and Kangaroo.. haha Wern Jia thought it was a real kangaroo until she poked it and i said it was fake..haha
This is what Wern Jia would call "Mouse the grass" haha
At the Kidzworld.. I'm too lazy to upload the photos one by one here.. so for more photos.. visit my facebook!
That's so anal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, May 31, 2009
I am so bloody pissed off.. everytime i think of my ferraro rochers (is that how to spell?) I get pissed off.. arghh!!!!!
Ok.. i bought many boxes of rochers for my beloved students.. and they each have 2 rochers.. then.. I counted and left myself 12 to enjoy.. like a treat.. I left it on my table becos i thought.. NO ONE would steal rite? we are all teachers?? INTEGRITY??? And i thought even if anyone wanted one.. they can have it.. one or two.. i'm FINE.. BUT.. one day i came back from lesson.. and realised the whole BOX was missing.. bloody idiot.. i flared up.. like who the hell!?! then this fellow.. ( i dun wanna name who) had the CHEEK to laugh...
Thief: haha. It's me. So sorry. I was hungry.
Me: hungry?! but the whole box?!
so pissed off.. i cant believe i really am meeting such an anal person in my life.. in SCHOOL.. arghh.. and he's my colleague so i couldnt scream at him.. not when there's a student there too.. he even stole one to give his student.. who happens to be my student too.. even the student looked guilty.. him ?! he was sooo proud of himself.. ARGHH!!! All i could do was scold him and pretend i'm jus joking.. but honestly.. any one who has EQ will know i'm really pissed off.. even my student apologized outside the staffroom after that.. and the other teachers could so see that i'm FURIOUS..
What's more?! There was one morning.. before my rochers were stolen.. I went into the staffroom and saw my 2 kit kats were missing.. I thought.. nvm.. only 2.. but what made me furious was.. whoever ate it.. left the rubbish on the table.. the plastic bag and the kit kat bag.. omg.. i was FURIOUS.. LIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING?! One of the male teachers were there.. a friend of mine.. and I so screamed at him..
Me: WTH! WHO ATE MY KIT KAT?! EAT EAT LA! WHY LEFT THE RUBBISH HERE?!!? TO LET ME THROW THE RUBBISH FOR HIM?! MUST BE ASH!!!!!
I thought mayb it was Ash.. another friend of mine.. cos he always like to ask for chocolates from me though he nv really took any.. and he like to prank me.. but i let it go and didnt scold Ash (fortunately) becos i thought if its Ash.. then nvm.. cos friend..
THEN.. ON THE DAY OF MY STOLEN ROCHERS, I FOUND OUT ITS THE SAME BLOODY IDIOT!!! HE admitted it.. and LAUGHED IT OFF.. i mean he apologized but he was laughing and really.. if he REALLY meant his apology.. then he better bloody buy a box of rochers back for me~! I DOUBT HE WILL LA.. I'M ALMOST SURE HE WILL NOT UNLESS HE BLOODY SEES THIS POST!!!
omg.. i really cant believe i can mean such an anal person in my life! imagine i have to LOCK up my snacks in a cupboard from now on.. imagine.. in a SCHOOL!!!!
Ok.. i bought many boxes of rochers for my beloved students.. and they each have 2 rochers.. then.. I counted and left myself 12 to enjoy.. like a treat.. I left it on my table becos i thought.. NO ONE would steal rite? we are all teachers?? INTEGRITY??? And i thought even if anyone wanted one.. they can have it.. one or two.. i'm FINE.. BUT.. one day i came back from lesson.. and realised the whole BOX was missing.. bloody idiot.. i flared up.. like who the hell!?! then this fellow.. ( i dun wanna name who) had the CHEEK to laugh...
Thief: haha. It's me. So sorry. I was hungry.
Me: hungry?! but the whole box?!
so pissed off.. i cant believe i really am meeting such an anal person in my life.. in SCHOOL.. arghh.. and he's my colleague so i couldnt scream at him.. not when there's a student there too.. he even stole one to give his student.. who happens to be my student too.. even the student looked guilty.. him ?! he was sooo proud of himself.. ARGHH!!! All i could do was scold him and pretend i'm jus joking.. but honestly.. any one who has EQ will know i'm really pissed off.. even my student apologized outside the staffroom after that.. and the other teachers could so see that i'm FURIOUS..
What's more?! There was one morning.. before my rochers were stolen.. I went into the staffroom and saw my 2 kit kats were missing.. I thought.. nvm.. only 2.. but what made me furious was.. whoever ate it.. left the rubbish on the table.. the plastic bag and the kit kat bag.. omg.. i was FURIOUS.. LIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING?! One of the male teachers were there.. a friend of mine.. and I so screamed at him..
Me: WTH! WHO ATE MY KIT KAT?! EAT EAT LA! WHY LEFT THE RUBBISH HERE?!!? TO LET ME THROW THE RUBBISH FOR HIM?! MUST BE ASH!!!!!
I thought mayb it was Ash.. another friend of mine.. cos he always like to ask for chocolates from me though he nv really took any.. and he like to prank me.. but i let it go and didnt scold Ash (fortunately) becos i thought if its Ash.. then nvm.. cos friend..
THEN.. ON THE DAY OF MY STOLEN ROCHERS, I FOUND OUT ITS THE SAME BLOODY IDIOT!!! HE admitted it.. and LAUGHED IT OFF.. i mean he apologized but he was laughing and really.. if he REALLY meant his apology.. then he better bloody buy a box of rochers back for me~! I DOUBT HE WILL LA.. I'M ALMOST SURE HE WILL NOT UNLESS HE BLOODY SEES THIS POST!!!
omg.. i really cant believe i can mean such an anal person in my life! imagine i have to LOCK up my snacks in a cupboard from now on.. imagine.. in a SCHOOL!!!!
Leaving for NIE!!!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I cant believe it!!!! I received my MOE letter on Thursday.. YESH!! I'm FINALLY leaving for NIE in JUNE!!!!! Its not that i wanna leave the sch asap.. its jus that i dun wanna be UNTRAINED..haha
Like i told my darling angel.. i feel so confused.. part of me.. sooooo happy that i'm finally leaving.. part of me kind bare to leave.. becos of the students..haha *not the management..hahaah* o ya.. and of cos becos of the teachers.. they are great.. *most* haha Like i said.. my students are not really "angels"..except for some.. some can be like DEVILS!! but still.. they are really fun and nice.. jus playful at times.. i can totally enjoy my time with them WHEN we are NOT in class..haha
I dunno if i will go back to the sch after NIE but then.. i wun mind though.. its really not a very bad sch.. as in the students and most teachers are really nice.. i shall not comment on the management..hahaha mayb its even worse out there.. eek! Anyway.. i cant wait to start my training either! I mean.. like my teacher said.. I seem to be becoming happier and happier teaching in sch.. and come to think of it.. its so true.. a year passed and i hardly noticed.. hee.. Its really tiring but worth it.. cos.. i dunno.. i jus feel happy when i see my students.. not becos they are very very obedient.. haha *they are definitely not*.. but they jus cheer me up.. i mean they may not hand in assignments, may not pay attention.. but they are not rude or they do cheer me up when i'm down.. wonderful kids they are.. and that makes me wanna be more competent in helping them succeed in life.. which i dun think i'm good enough yet.. *not that NIE will definitely make me good enough*
most of my stress come from feeling like i'm not good enough.. i'm jus so frightened that i may jus destroy their life..haha I mean they might feel happy with me and all that.. but at the end of the day.. if they failed their exams.. then i have failed them isnt it? ARGHH.. I dunno how to teach well..
Ok.. anywya.. i'm leaving for nie on 22th june.. meaning my last official day of sch will be before the sch holidays..hee.. yesh! haha jus gotta settle all the mid year exam stuff and i'm DONE! I hope my students pass man...
Went to sec 2 camp last week.. it was fun.. fun looking at how much my students were enjoying..haha
Ok.. these are the boys that make me laugh but also scream in anger..haha Its jus a few of them cos the rest are nowheer to be found..
ALSO.. very imptly.. i wanted to put my beloved Love 4-1 class photos but its in my laptop not here..
Like i told my darling angel.. i feel so confused.. part of me.. sooooo happy that i'm finally leaving.. part of me kind bare to leave.. becos of the students..haha *not the management..hahaah* o ya.. and of cos becos of the teachers.. they are great.. *most* haha Like i said.. my students are not really "angels"..except for some.. some can be like DEVILS!! but still.. they are really fun and nice.. jus playful at times.. i can totally enjoy my time with them WHEN we are NOT in class..haha
I dunno if i will go back to the sch after NIE but then.. i wun mind though.. its really not a very bad sch.. as in the students and most teachers are really nice.. i shall not comment on the management..hahaha mayb its even worse out there.. eek! Anyway.. i cant wait to start my training either! I mean.. like my teacher said.. I seem to be becoming happier and happier teaching in sch.. and come to think of it.. its so true.. a year passed and i hardly noticed.. hee.. Its really tiring but worth it.. cos.. i dunno.. i jus feel happy when i see my students.. not becos they are very very obedient.. haha *they are definitely not*.. but they jus cheer me up.. i mean they may not hand in assignments, may not pay attention.. but they are not rude or they do cheer me up when i'm down.. wonderful kids they are.. and that makes me wanna be more competent in helping them succeed in life.. which i dun think i'm good enough yet.. *not that NIE will definitely make me good enough*
most of my stress come from feeling like i'm not good enough.. i'm jus so frightened that i may jus destroy their life..haha I mean they might feel happy with me and all that.. but at the end of the day.. if they failed their exams.. then i have failed them isnt it? ARGHH.. I dunno how to teach well..
Ok.. anywya.. i'm leaving for nie on 22th june.. meaning my last official day of sch will be before the sch holidays..hee.. yesh! haha jus gotta settle all the mid year exam stuff and i'm DONE! I hope my students pass man...
Went to sec 2 camp last week.. it was fun.. fun looking at how much my students were enjoying..haha
Ok.. these are the boys that make me laugh but also scream in anger..haha Its jus a few of them cos the rest are nowheer to be found..
ALSO.. very imptly.. i wanted to put my beloved Love 4-1 class photos but its in my laptop not here..
Amanda's bday celebration
Not feeling well these days.. argh.. not as if i'm really sick.. its jus that.. i'm constantly tired and i keep getting faint spells... esp if i jus try to mark a few more books or stay later at sch to do some work.. my head starts to spin.. and the lights will seem to be too bloody bright for me.. by night time.. i can hardly open my eyes.. then i keep wanting to vomit.. esp every time i had a meal.. then all the food will seem to be stuck at the gastric area.. jus doesnt move down.. then i start to burp.. then cough.. and wanna vomit.. wth..
At this moment.. i'm also feeling like the com light is too bright too.. i hardly know what i'm doing right now.. as if i'm jus floating or dreaming.. am i still human?? hahaha ooooo.. i know how to describe le.. its like drinking some alcohol and feeling high but not drunk.. mmmm... doc says i have low blood pressure.. apparently.. its pretty low.. and plus lack of slp..
I slept at 7 plus on friday lo.. best.. haha.. i thought i would wake up in the middle of the night.. but NO.. when i opened my eyes.. it was 9am.. wow.. ok.. let me finish updating and i'm going to pack my bags before i slp.. going to stay at jason's place for a week cos my sis is bringing a friend home from China and they are using my room.. *also an excuse to stay at jason's place..hee like that i can see him everyday.. hee*
Anyway.. last friday, i think.. was Amanda's bday.. so we went clubbing.. cant remember where.. my memory is failing me these days.. here's the photos!
Amanda, Shi and me.. Amanda is still conscious at this moment..haha
Peifeng and Amanda..
This was taken becos i couldnt stay the noise. We were sitting next to the speakerS!!
The drunk Terry and me.. i was totally conscious throughout.. cos everytime they ask me to drink.. i DANCE..haha DANCE AWAY from them.. i'm so smart..haha
Jin Sheng, Song hua and me..
I'm really amazed with the number of years we have known each other.. haha wow..
We started hugging each other.. actually.. strangling each other when Amanda started to..haha she was killing us..haha
Look at her strangle shi..
Now she strangles me..
